What I had

•Eleven•

~May 30th~

Kacey's POV
"I decided to call and see how you're feeling." I paused and waited for a reply.
"Look Kace, I don't really feel like talking right now, maybe in the morning?" Her voice is hoarse, she's only just woken up. She has a good point, it is 10:40pm.
"Uh, yeah sure." It was seconds before I heard the call end.

~In the morning~
I awoke early again, to the same empty house as usual. Mum is at work and David, my brother, is asleep. As I arrived at school Tani was already there, she didn't look to good. I rushed over toward her and asked what was wrong, she begun to shake and whispered.."I can't do this anymore, I'm falling apart Kace, I want to die." She is in tears, crying hysterically. I hate to see her in this state, she deserves happiness. As she grabs my hand I notice her wrist is puffy with fresh wounds, I know why.

~Tani~
I saw Kacey and just broke down. I told her I wished I would die, it's true. As I reached for her hand she stares down at my wrist, she noticed.
"Tani, you promised me." I can see the hurt in her eyes, I started to cry more.
"I know. I know I did, but you don't understand Kace." I shouldn't have said that, she's been there since forever. I thought she'd tell me to fuck off and walk away, but she didn't, she just hugged me and said she was sorry. I'm sorry too.

I left school after second period, I said I felt sick but that was a lie.

~Luke~
I saw Tani leaving school during second period, I wanted to go and apologise and tell her I loved her, but I couldn't. I was probably the last person she wanted to see right now.

As I started to open my locker I saw Kacey, she said that Tani hurt herself last night. I wished I could've been there for her, I hated thinking she did this to herself. I didn't know how to react to that fact, so I punched the locker, and left a mark. I was pissed.

'I am so sorry Tani, i still love you so so much. I want to be there for you, I regret leaving you. I'm sorry.' I wrote into my phone, hoping I would have the courage to send it to Tani, but I was just a coward. I always have been.
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Well well well, what a pickle we have here. Tani wishes she was dead?!

Hopefully this was a good chapter, let me know!!!