To Him • l.jh

To Him [22]

"Can you forgive me?" She said letting her tears be heard. She couldn't stop herself from crying infront of her only two bestfriends.

"I-I will stop writing le-letters f-for h-him" she stated.

Abby and Raine nodded at each other.

After a while, they both hugged her and pat her head.

"Aww..... Don't cry. We forgive you already" Abby said

"R-really?" She sobbed

"Hmm...yes" Raine said.

"We're sorry if we got too angry. We both realized that the amount of love you give for jihoon is different from us. Not in a bad way though. You love us as your friends or sisters rather and well..... You love him because you know. You just do." She hugged her friends tightly.

She couldn't stop crying. She felt like a relieved that her friends forgave her and accepted the fact that she loves jihoon.

But.....

She thinks it's time to end this.

It's time to end this dream that he will love her.

Because really...... She's just want to save herself from deeply falling inlove with a guy that doesn't know her existence.

It will only hurt her in the end.

"We won't stop you from sending letters to him anymore. Do what makes you happy" Abby and Raine both said.

"No......"

Her friends are quite surprised with what she just said.

"I will stop my delusion.... I have to... I don't want to keep dreaming and expecting for something. It already hurts too much"

"But I thought you love him?" Abby asked.

"I do and always will but I will still stop it. I will just send him my last messages and then I will really stop"

"For good."