To Him • l.jh

Late Night Thoughts

It's currently 1:38 a.m. here and I can't sleep ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
I'm actually just here at my house sitting on the sofa doing some wattpad stuff and instagramming (is that a word? xD) and I thought of something.

What if Jihoon didn't become a singer? What if he chose to produce songs than sing and perform them? What if he didn't meet the seventeen members? What would I be now? What would I do now? Right this moment?

These kind of thoughts somehow came to mind and now I am thankful. Thankfuk that he exists. That he's able to create such beautiful music and make everyone open their mouth in awe because of everything he's done.

Yes, he still has a long way to go and I will not hesitate to support him all the way. Why am I telling you guys this? I don't know either xD

This is cheesy and somewhat cringy but just the thought of him makes me smile. More so, makes me cry.

Because do you know that feeling?....... When you wanted to see the person you love the most yet you can just admire them from afar? It's the reality for all of us, actually. It's sad I know but it's reality. We can't live with just fairytales and happy endings. But jihoon.....

Lee Jihoon.

The guy that I made this story for. The guy that sis reason I am having late night thoughts. He's the damn source of my happiness.

Who knew I could feel this happy?

Who knew I would found something magical in him that I haven't before?

I can't help but to say sweet things to him. He just.....

He's just....

He means so much to me and even if the he doesn't know. Even I am the only one who knows I love him I wouldn't trade it for anything else.

Because having the chance to love someone like Lee Jihoon......damn it's such a blessing.

I am blessed to love Lee Jihoon. That's all

🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

These late night thoughts are just ughh
-Yin