The Theif (Dan Howell Fanfic)

Chapter 43

*Please read authors note at the end*

I heard my phone go off and jumped a little. When I went to look who it was my heart dropped.

So your free then?

Said the text, it was an unknown number.

Who is this?

I was asking scared as ever. They didnt answer. It was awhile till i heard my phone go off again, I will admit I was so scared to see who it was. It was Dan

I miss you xx

I read it and emeditlly started to cry agian. What have I done.

I miss you too xx

I sent back waiting for a respond as tears kept falling.

Then why did you break up with me?

He sent back. He should know I told him. I whiped away my tears and sent a response.

Becssue I need to figure out my issues, I'm not good for you...

I said now realising my insecurities to him.

No, your perfect for me. Come on let's work this out....

He said back and it made me break, I hurt him so badly.

I love you x

I sent back ignoring his message. It took him a while to answer me back.

I love you too so so much xxxx

I didn't answer him after that. I left it there and fell asleep. Tomorrow was the day we were leaving, thank god. I just stayed in the hotel the whole time the rest of the day. They ended up canceling the One Direction concert wich sucked. I guess Liam was sick or somthing. The next day was just packing and getting ready. I went into mine and Dans room to collect my stuff as he was out and got back to Zalfies room. The plane ride was decent.

Felt really really anxious and almost didn't make it. Joe helped me though and I saw Dan wathcing us out of the corner of my eye. He looked upset and angry. I sat by Joe on the plane, luckly. I fell asleep basically the whole flight with my headphones in and listened to One Direction, Ed Sherran, Little Mix and Shawn Mendes the whole flight. When we landed me and Dan took sepret taxis, I went to Zoe and Alfies house while I'm assuming he went home.

It broke me to see him so sad but I didn't want him to deal with me while I'm in this mental state.

Why aren't you coming home?

Dan texted me, I ignored it. It broke me. Home, why aren't I coming home. It hurt so much, it felt like a sharp knife stabbing into my heart and twisting it. I got out of the spare bedroom and started to come downstairs when I heard my name. I stopped dead in my tracks and just listened.

"I'm really worried about her." Said a female voice which I assumed was  Zoe.

"Me too." Said a make voice, Alfie.
''What can we do?" Alfie asked agian.

"I don't know, just help her along the way." Said Zoe with a sad tone. I'm hurting my friends now. I can't hurt my friends, I need to get this figured out. I went back to the spare bedroom  and made a few calls. I came down not long after and Zoe was in the couch on her laptop, editing and Alfie was watching T.V. They looked up at me as I walked in.

"Hey..." said Alfie with a smile. They looked and talked to me as if I was a ticking time bomb.

"Hi, um I'm gonna do some therapy to try and help myself...I need it." I said and looked down at my feet. When I looked back up they had schocked looks on there faces.