Chapter 19

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Dans P.O.V

As they drove away with the love of my life I broke. I fell to the floor and cried harder then ever before. I cried so hard that I actully threw up. Phil tried to confert me as good as possible, but it didnt work that well. I cried and cried until Phil thought we should go. Phil drove home that night.

I was not In the right mind set. It was just darkness around me. This couldn't be real, this must be fake. I'm gonna wake up and Chloes gonna be next to me. We're gonna be cuddling and I must have fallen asleep. That's what happened.

I pinched myself and it didn't work. I kept pinching myself and it wouldn't work. Then I started to punch my arm.

"COME ON! WAKE UP!!!" I screamed as I as letting thousands of tears fall down my face.

"Dan! Stop!" Phil said and tried to stop me as he drove, keeping his eyes on the road, he didn't help.

"WAKE UP YOU MORON!!" I screamed as I punched my arms even harder. Everntully Phil pulled over.

He grabbed my arms and that's when I broke. I gave up, I got weak and cried into Phil's shirt.

"She....s...she's gone phil." I said into his shirt.

"I know...." he said. He started crying at this point and we just cried. I eventully got over my emotion/mental/panick attack and started out the window as Phil drove home.

When we got home I went into my bedroom and went on my laptop. I went to her blog and read her entry's over and over agian, crying at every word.

Then I went on my phone and looked at our photos, every single one over and over and over agian. It hurt seeing them but I missed her so much and she was only gone for 1 hour.

I broke in bed. I cried loudly, choking out every word louder then the next screaming to whatever God was in the sky to bring her back to me. Eventully I fell asleep.

A/N

I was so hurt and heart broken writing this chapter. I love Dan and phil and I hated to see them in pain. Especially Dan. So yeah, thanks for reading anyway. Bye

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