Come Back To Me

Chapter 21

Taylor's P.O.V

January 24, 2017

I trusted Harry and I knew that he wasn't the one who engaged in what Kendall was trying to do. I knew Harry too well to think that he would do something like that after everything we have been through. So you might be wondering, 'then why won't you just go back to him?' Well the answer is simple, I love him and I know that he loves me. I wanted to take this short break to recompose myself and really make sure that I am ok. I know I'll be fine since Harry didn't do anything wrong. But, I still didn't want to blow up at him somehow. This is for our love.

He has been trying to text and call me everyday but I ignore it because I'm afraid I might just run back at the sound of his voice. I will go back because I can't just leave him. I will probably go back on January 31st or earlier so that I can make it back in time for his birthday. Yes, of course I still remember. I already know what I'm giving him. Back in 2012, me being the early planner I am, wanted to get Harry's birthday present early. It was getting Temper Trap to write down the lyrics for 'Sweet Disposition' and sign it to prove Harry wrong and show him the right song lyrics. Since he has the wrong lyrics tattooed on his arm. We sadly broke up before his birthday in 2013 so I never got the chance to actually give it to him. I never threw it away. I had always kept it. So this year I'm going to give it to him, I think he would really appreciate it. I do miss him a lot and it is killing me not to see him but this is for the best. I only have a couple days, I think I can make that.

Harry's P.O.V

January 25, 2017

I hated this, I felt the worst thing this morning. I woke up and reached for Taylor but she wasn't there. I got really confused but then remembered why she wasn't there. I've tried calling and texting but there is no response. I don't know what to do. I mean I'm not just gonna sit here and do nothing for the next week. All this time was supposed to be spent with Taylor.

Many of you may know when I was in One Direction and the last album we released was 'Made In The A.M'. There is a song on that album called 'Walking In The Wind', I really enjoy the song mostly because it's about Taylor. It's how when we first broke up we found a way to sit down and talk about what went wrong. And that's how we ended up becoming really good friends. But my love never faded. You see, the reason I wrote some of the lyrics such as, "you will find me, in places we've never been, for reasons we don't understand, walking in the wind", is for metaphorical reasons. Walking in The Wind is for example, the wind, it is for love. Wind is like love, you can't see it but you can feel it. So my story was that even though we were apart if she ever wanted to come back I would be in the wind where we fell in love once waiting for her. I thought it was a a clever lyric.

I like to think that love is also like playing music. First you learn how to play by the rules, then you forget the rules and play from your heart. Love is something that I haven't usually felt. Of course I have love for my family, friends, and fans. But not for a real girl like Taylor. She is my light and my love. No one could replace her and it just gives me anxiety to think that she could one day leave. I'm not searching for anyone else because I know that they will never be Taylor.

Taylor's P.O.V

January 26, 2017

I always thought that when words fail, you turn and music speaks. Love can be eternal. No matter what it is. You can love someone for a certain amount of time but I guess true love is for infinity. Yes, I am in love with Harry and I truly believe that we are meant to be because no other man has ever made me feel butterflies the way he does. I'm done searching because I know that no one will ever be like Harry.

I know what I want and that is Harry. Through whatever struggles we have to go through I want to be there with him the whole way. Never again will I leave him because we are supposed to stay where we are. Never again because I know I found my true love.

You aren't just a star to me, you are the whole damn sky. I've never been afraid to fall in love with Harry, if he's the one catching me. I would honestly say 2 days. It only took me 2 days before I fell in love with him. The way he smiles, his dimples, tattoos, his laugh, and the way he treats me. He's honest and has always been there for me. This might sound cheesy but I don't think it's gravities fault that people fall for each other. Sure, sometimes I get jealous of every girl who has ever hugged Harry, but it's because for that short second, they were holding my entire world.

I am thankful for God bringing Harry into my life because nothing could ever make it better. I wouldn't have good dreams. I would still feel insecure about myself. I wouldn't be happy. But with Harry everything is better and I know this sounds really stupid but I know that I could never live without him. I need to be with him, even if it kills me. I love him.

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I didn't update yesterday for a reason, so chill. 😊 BUT DID YOU GUYS SEE THE TEASER FOR 'I Don't Wanna Live Forever'? OMFG THE MUSIC VIDEO COMES OUT TONIGHT AT MIDNIGHT!!! IT'S GONNA BE SO HOT!! 🔥🔥🔥 IRBEIENEKENKRRNEN 😭😭😭 I know this chapter wasn't that long but, please vomment.

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