Harry's P.O.VFebruary 9, 2017
We came back from the British Virgin Islands a couple days ago. We've basically just been relaxing these past few days. We had a crazy trip but I wouldn't change it for the world because I got to spend time with Taylor. We've been doing really well and I don't think we have ever been better. I actually have a surprise for her. Since the Grammys are coming up just next Sunday I was going to perform one of my solo songs. One I had written but never officially released. I was thinking of 'Don't Let Me Go' because it was a really meaningful song I wrote. I never got the chance to actually show her the song and I don't know if she's ever heard it so I figured this is my chance to show her how much I have been thinking about her. But I haven't thought it through completely. Plus, it would be kind of risky since the Grammys are just 3 days away. I'll call and I'll ask because I think it would really mean a lot.
We've still been trying to keep our relationship quiet and not let a lot of people know. So far we have only told our families and really close friends. I would love to be able to not have to be so secretive about us but I know that we went through a lot last time and all that matters is that we're together now.
Taylor is actually sick and I'm treating her like she's dying. I want to make sure she gets better. So right now, I'm in the kitchen getting medicine and I made her chicken soup. I went up to her room where she was resting and knocked on the door.
"Come in." I heard a small voice.
"Oh baby, I'm so sorry you feel sick. Here I brought you your medicine and I made you some soup." I told her.
"Thank you Harry." She said as I went over to give her a kiss.
"No stop, I don't want to get you sick." She smacked me.
"I don't care. I'd rather be sick together than not be able to kiss you." So I kissed her long and hard before I went to sit next to her.
"Harry, you don't have to sit with me. I'm just watching t.v, don't you have anything else to do that doesn't require being with me? I feel like all your doing is spending time with me."
"And I love every single moment of it. I'm going to sit next to you and watch t.v because I want to be with you. I don't care if you're sick or not."
"But Harry-"
"Shh try to get some rest love."
"Fine." She said as she set down her bowl and got comfortable.
I wrapped my arms around her making sure she was secure and felt safe. I kissed her head softly and relaxed with her. After only about 30 minutes I heard Taylor speak.
"Harry?"
"Yes princess?"
"What's going to happen?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean like when we want to release new music or something. We're not going to be on break forever and eventually we're going to have to leave my house to do normal things and not just sneak around. I guess what I'm trying to say is, what's going to happen with us?" I finally understood what she was asking.
"I don't really know Taylor. But no matter what I want to stay together. We can make it through whatever we have to go through with our careers and the future ahead of us."
"I'm just scared."
"What is there to be scared of?"
"Acceptance. I'm afraid that I'm not going to be accepted again like last time. I don't want it to be like the first time we ever tried or the second time. It was just too overwhelming and I agree we were both busy but I can't deal with hate again."
"I know Taylor. I don't want you to go through that again either. But I wouldn't want to go through it with anyone else. Even if there is hate I know we can make it through because we love each other. And true love lasts forever if we believe in it. Ok?"
"Ok. I love you."
"I love you too."
Taylor's P.O.V
I really hope Harry is right, that we can make it through this. I've never really doubted his words but I'm going to trust him. If he says we can make it through than I'll be strong for him. If we really do love each other than we would go through this and never look back at the hate. We would go through this world as if we were the last people here. As long as we stick together we'll make it. I can't imagine my life without Harry. The thing is with all my other exes I always thought they were the one. But with Harry, I know he's the one. There is no hesitation. I want him and only him for the rest of my life. My brain is telling me that I should run because it's bad news and that I might not be able to take on any of the challenges. But my heart is telling me to stay. It's worth it because he's the love of my life. I'm going to follow my heart, because even if it breaks at least I'll know I took the decision I wanted to take. I wasn't forced to do anything. But my heart is done breaking. There are too many bandages on it. The bandaids start to fall off but every time I'm with Harry he some how stitches everything back together. I feel complete with him by my side and I couldn't be happier.
Love. As delicate and clear as water. To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. Unconditional love is not based on the performance of the receiver, but in the character of the giver. He makes my heart race, yet there's no finish line. Love is the only language everyone can speak.
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I cannot begin to explain how sorry I am for not updating in a week. I'm so so so so sorry. I know I shouldn't have an excuse but it's because I have a lot going on with my personal life right now and it's just really stressful. I have some big things going on with my family that aren't that well right now. I haven't been feeling myself and I've been having huge writers block for this story and I have no idea why because usually the ideas come to me as I'm writing a chapter. Again I'm really sorry and I know this chapter sucks. But I need you all to remember, I have a personal life and sometimes that has to come first before writing a fanfiction. ❤ But I still love you all and will continue writing just please keep in mind I really am trying. Please vomment.
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