Come Back To Me

Chapter 22

Harry's P.O.V

January 29, 2017

I'm done with this. I miss her too much, I need her to come back now. It's been 6 days and I'm still breaking. She won't return my messages or calls even though I send them everyday. This is like where I was in the beginning all over again. But she didn't tell me which hotel she was going to of course so I have no idea where she is. I've been stuck in bed these past few days. I have no motivation to get up or do anything. I wish she would just give me a sign so that I could just leave and not wait. But I can't. Because Taylor is worth the wait. If I have to wait a million years then so be it. I will wait for her no matter the situation, the consequences, even if I starve. I will wait.

I miss Taylor too much for words. It's amazing, I didn't fall in love with Taylor for her looks, or her clothes, or her fancy car, but it was because she sings a song that only I can hear. I would give anything for Taylor to have the ability to see herself in my eyes, because then she would see how special she is to me. My words fall short whenever I want to tell her how special she is to me, but all I can say is, that my world is full of smiles whenever I think of her.

When Taylor and I first broke up I was searching for someone new to mend my heart. There was a missing piece and I was hoping someone else could fill it. But I was wrong, because whenever I would look for another girl, I would search for a girl like Taylor and I never found one. Some might say I have thantophobia. The phobia in which I am afraid to lose the one I love. The funny thing is we as humans were give two eyes, two ears, two arms, and two legs but only one heart. Why? You may ask. Because WE are supposed to find the other. I believe I did and that is Taylor.

I'm a fool for Taylor. No matter what I will still fall and fall more in love everyday. Being in her heart is all I want and need. I can't let her get away from me. I can't let her leave. I can't let her out of my life ever again. Not this time because now I know what I might be losing. This is the time where I believe I am finally ready for her. Timing is a funny thing, but I am grown and I know what I want. That is Taylor because not only do I want her, I need her.

Now you were standing there
Right in front me
I hold on, it's getting harder to breathe
All of a sudden these lights are blinding me
I never noticed how bright they would be

I saw in the corner there is a photograph
No doubt in my mind it's
a picture of you
It lies there alone in it's bed
of broken glass
This bed was never made for two

I'll keep my eyes wide open
I'll keep my arms wide open

Don't let me
Don't let me
Don't let me go
'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me
Don't let me go
'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

I promised one day that I'd bring
You back a star
I caught one and it burned a whole
In my hand, oh
Seems like these days I watch
you from afar
Just trying to make you understand

I'll keep my eyes wide open, yeah

Don't let me
Don't let me
Don't let me go
'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone
Don't let me
Don't let me go

Don't let me
Don't let me
Don't let me go
'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me
Don't let me
Don't let me go
'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me
Don't let me go
'Cause I'm tired of sleeping alone

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I know this is a really short chapter but I'm just preparing y'all for January 31-February 1st. I'm writing one long ass chapter leading into both of those days. Btw the song is called 'Don't Let Me Go' by the one and only Harry Styles. If you don't believe me search it up on YouTube it is his actual voice and it's a Haylor song. Little background, the song was leaked and it was written I believe around 2013. Please vomment.

Also I have been listening to 'Just a Little Bit of Your Heart' (also written by Harry and given to Ariana Grande, but it is a Haylor song) and I keep crying it is so beautiful. 😭😭

P.S. I may or may not be posting a short chapter tomorrow. 😉

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