Come Back To Me

Chapter 33

Harry's P.O.V

March 14, 2017

Taylor had told me that she had already found a wedding dress and planned out the theme of our wedding. I was getting a custom made tux, so it should be ready before next week. I was excited, ready to start my awaited future with Taylor. The love of my life. We were thinking of having the wedding some place warm because I know Taylor had always wanted a beach wedding. We were still trying to figure everything out though.

I walked downstairs to the sound of TMZ playing in the background. That can't be good.

"Tay? Baby?" I walked in slowly and saw small tears coming out of her eyes.

She sniffled as I ran over to her quickly.

"Babe what's wrong?" I asked scared.

"I-is this true?" She said pointing to the screen.

As I looked up, I was horrified at the sight I was seeing. It was a picture of Kendall and I. But not just any picture, the headline read 'Harry Styles having secret affair with Kendall Jenner? Possibly got her pregnant?' This was not true that's why it pissed me off. I have Taylor, who would come up with something like this? Plus, it was a picture from back in November from her birthday party.

"Princess..."

"Harry, I swear to god! This better not be fucking true!" She said starting to cry harder and running her hands through her hair.

Taylor didn't usually curse and if she did it was either because she was hurt or loving something. At this moment it was hurt.

"Babe, Jesus Christ you know I would never do that to you. I can't lose you again. I love you please under-"

"Then why would they bring this up all of a sudden?!"

"I don't know because they're idiots. This is not true and you know that!"

"I-I just ugh!" She got up from the couch and stood up.

"Tay, come on."

"No I will not! I-I can't deal with stuff like this. You don't see me in the press with another man threatening that I'm pregnant! Do you!? No, because I have you! They wouldn't post this crap out of no where, it's TMZ for fucks sake!"

"You need to calm down! Babe, I would never for the life of me get any other woman pregnant other than you! I only want you. I wouldn't dare touch another woman for that matter!"

"Harry I've seen things like this way too many times. Why is this time not any different?"

"Because it's not true! Why don't you believe me?!" I started to yell louder which I knew she hated and got scared of, but she wasn't getting the point that it wasn't true.

And of course she started crying because she hates when I yell. She's afraid that I would hurt her. I tried hugging her but she pushed me away.

"Oh my god! Babe, I don't know why you're being so difficult! You don't trust me, you never believe me when I say I love you, you don't have faith in me! I can't have a marriage like that. I want to be with you and only YOU! Please don't be like this or I-"

"You'll what? You'll leave me?"

"No that's not what I meant! Taylor for fucks sake please try to listen for once!" She froze knowing that I rarely call her 'Taylor'. Since I usually call her a cute nickname she knew I was serious when I said 'Taylor'.

"Just leave me alone. I don't want to do this right now." She said as she walked away but I grabbed her arm.

"Taylor please."

"Let me go." She said sternly and I just did.

I watched her walk up the steps towards her room and slam the door. I sank down to the floor and just buried my head in my arms. I started crying. I hate it when we fight and especially for stupid reasons like this. I feel so small without her. I know she's scared because she loves me and doesn't want to lose me but she has to know that it's only her and nobody else.

I went out onto the patio to get some fresh air. I was exhausted. I just wanted to be with Taylor happily and without the press. We would be so much happier. I can't let her out of my life again.

I walked back inside and decided to go upstairs and try to work things out again.

"Princess? May I please come in?" I asked softly as I heard a few sniffles.

"Yes." She responded quietly.

I walked in and saw her on the bed fiddling with her fingers. I went over and sat beside her, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. She really was beautiful even when she cried or got mad.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have yelled at you. I know you're just upset. But please understand that I love you and I wouldn't want to be with anybody else. That photo was taken from back in November when I went to her birthday party. Nothing happened. I promise you. I can't imagine my life without you."

"I feel so stupid. I'm picking a fight for no reason. I'm such an idiot."

"No you're not Taylor. I get it you were just scared of the worst."

"I know but I hate that we always fight for stupid reasons on mostly my fault. I do trust you but I get scared."

"You know what though?"

"What?"

"It doesn't even matter."

"Why?"

"Because even if it meant spending every day fighting with you. I'd rather do that and try to become stronger than find someone new. I only want you and that's final."

"I'm sorry Harry."

"It's ok baby I still love you."

"I love you too."

I hugged her tightly as I softly stroked her hair, and she held onto me like never before. I loved getting to hold her in my arms. She's the only one that fits in them perfectly.

"If you want, I can get us some ice cream and we can watch a movie. Any movie you like."

"It's ok. I just want to stay here with you holding me. I'm happy like this."

"Ok princess. Anything for you." I kissed the top of her head as we kept hugging.

It felt so right. Nothing could tear us apart. We both wore our hearts on our sleeve for each other and I couldn't imagine seeing that go away. I need her as much as she needs me.

When I first met Taylor, my heart kind of went, "Oh there you are. I've been looking for you". I think I knew it from the first moment Taylor and I had met that she was the one. It wasn't love at first sight but more, familiarity. Like, "Oh, hello, it's you. It's going to be you". I believe she's the one every man dreams to find. But I was the one lucky enough to get her and her heart.

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There's this boy. I think I'm in love with him but idk. He makes me smile but cry. He makes me laugh but hate him. But at the end of the day he's all I think about. Every morning I think of him. I'm too afraid to text him. But I think I'm in love. Please vomment.

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