Did you miss me?

He's nice, I guess...

         Wtf. Moriarty cares about me? He tried to kill me! I scanned his face for any obvious hints of lying. The eyes? Nope. Not even a smile? I must’ve stared at his face too long because Moriarty’s face morphed into an uncomfortable face. “Sherlock, see something you like?” Oh gosh, back to square one. “ I was trying to tell whether or not you were kidding me.  Turns out,  you ARE being truthful.” I glanced over and noticed the pang of hurt in on Moriarty's face when I didn’t believe him at first. “How is lover boy by the way?” I replied, “Who?”.
     “The spy’s husband, your lover, and a slightly more expressive hedgehog. Would you like me to list more?“ I shook my head “no” and mumbled “He is not my lover, as you said, he is Mary’s husband. “ Moriarty chuckled and mentioned, “You sound a bit disappointed over there, do you need a tissue? I glared at Moriarty and countered, “Why so concerned with me? I’m sure your relationship with Sebby Webby over there is more intriguing”. He tapped over to my bedside table and answered, “Sebastian is merely a servant to me, don’t even THINK about me and him together. I don’t love, I merely show a slight interest in something. Love will never happen to me as long as I will live. “ I answered back, “Then you will know that neither do I. I don’t love or whatever you just rambled about.” There’s no way John would accept my love anyways…  “Oh bullshit! I’ve seen the way you guys look at each other, it’s quite obvious in my opinion. You guys are basically drooling over each other." I rose my hand up for a split second to argue, but dropped it down quickly.  That probably is untrue for John though. “I know that you have had many talk to you about… your cutting, but why did you do it? I know this a bit off topic, but I am running out of time to converse to you.” I clenched my hand and replied, “I-I felt alone at that point in time, maybe even lonely and I sort of had to umm… cope with it." Why am I telling him this?! He probably doesn’t even care! “Sherlock I know it’s kind of hard coping with depression or loneliness, but I hope you…feel better.” I stared in shock,  did Moriarty really just say that? That was so…  sweet. I never thought those very words would out of his mouth. During my moments of gaping, Moriarty mumbled “Bye! “ and jumped out of the window onto a nearby tree. That was too… nice of Moriarty, he must have been doing that for a plan and tricking me! Even if that was part of the game, that was so… adorable of him. It was actually… enjoyable. I never thought about this before, but Moriarty is actually attractive. Wait! What am I thinking?! He is my fucking enemy. Ugh I can’t let this distract me!