Escaping Denial

Chapter Two | He Witnessed a Horny Me

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Chapter Two | He Witnessed a Horny Me

I could not process the words that just came out of Leo's mouth. My mind is in a blur. My cheeks are flushed. I'm completely taken away. I don't know what to say or how to react to this. What did he mean? Is their a deeper meaning? Or was I the one that was overthinking? Silence filled the room for the next sixty seconds that felt like an hour. We continued to stare at each other. It felt like we were having a staring contest, since neither of us were blinking. I broke the silence. "Thank you" was all I could manage to say.

"It's the truth olive" Leo responded still looking deep into my eyes. He got up from the couch, breaking the staring contest. "Alright I'm gonna get going, today has been a great day. Thank you for keeping me company. I missed you so much. It's great to see you again." He said trying to brush away the awkwardness and lightening up the atmosphere. I led him towards the door.

"Yeah. Me too. I missed you a lot too." I said smiling.

"I'll text you, bye." He waved and hugged me.

I waved, "Come back next time" I said quietly as he turned his back on me.

I closed the door behind me. I felt something in my heart. Not sure what it was. Confused, I decided that it was time for a shower. I felt bothered. My heart is bothering me. And it's irritating the crap out of me because I don't know what it is. "What the hell is this feeling..."

I plop down on my bed, blasting some music. I stared at the ceiling. Today has been an eventful day. Too eventful. What were the fucking chances of bumping into someone you knew on the streets? Someone that filled you with delight and pain. Someone that made you reminisce over the past? It was too cliche and too much to think about. When shit like this happens, it makes you debate whether the incident and events that took place today, if they were coincidental or if it was the work of fate. And sometimes this controversial debate makes you overthink. And overthink doesn't end positively. I looked at my phone. Nothing. Damn my phone is dryer than the Sahara desert. Quite saddening. When you want people to talk to you, no one talks to you. But when you're busy, everyone wants to talk to you. *ding* I reach for my phone and open it. A text message. My heart skipped a beat.

ray: how was your day? :)

me: fun, you?

Who was I expecting anyways? Why is there an utter hint of disappointment. No. I shook my head. Why would I be disappointed that Ray texted me? Why would my heart go back to it's normal heart rate? My head is spinning. It's only been a few hours and I was still distracted by those words that Leo said. I shouldn't be distracted by them. Hell I shouldn't even reminisce it. Did I feel moved when he said it? *ding*

leo: you got me craving sushi!!!

My heart began to resume it's rapid beating. This was no use. No matter what I say to myself, my heart will take its own actions. I just couldn't get his words out of my head. Darn you Kickin' It. We just had to watch that scene. Darn me. Darn my heart for making me overthink things. Fuck me for inviting him over, but I did have fun today and he did cheer me up...