Olivia's POV:
"Where are you going out looking like that?" Ray asks sitting on the couch. "Out, girls' night out babe" I grinned excitedly. "Well I think you should cover up, you might give people the wrong idea" he replies disappointedly. "Excuse me?" I asked rhetorically. "People might assume your relationship status or think you are looking for a hook-up" he replies getting annoyed. "Just because you are my boyfriend, does not mean you get the right to tell me what I can and can't wear" The fucking audacity. "I'm sorry for caring about you," he says unapologetically. "You're not sorry, so don't give me a half-assed bullshit apology, I'm going out regardless" I walk towards the door. "No you're not, I'm not letting you, you're my responsibility" as he hovers over and blocks the door from. "I am no one's responsibility! Let me fucking out, I can't believe you're being controlling and manipulative" I try to move him away from the door.
"NO!" he shouts and his hands shove me with force. "Oh no, are you okay?" he says in disbelief at what he just did. "Get out," I shout angrily from the floor. "No baby, I'm sorry, can we please talk about it?" he says with concern but I just knew he was covering for his ass and felt sorry for shoving me. He didn't feel sorry for dictating the clothing I wore. "No, I said get out. NOW."
"Fine but, I'm not the terrible one here," he said without a second thought as he slammed the door.
What the actual fuck? This shit did not just happen.
Ping!
Jessica: Hey girl are you ready?
Hi! I'm so sorry Jess, something came up last minute and I can't go! You girls have fun though! I'll make this up. I hope you understand :( <3
Jessica: Of course love. Is everything alright?
Yes, everything is alright. Thank you for understanding. I love you.
Jessica: I love you too. Let me know if you need anything. Do you want me to cancel and come over?
No no it is alright, I promise. Have fun! I'll talk to you tomorrow.
I toss my phone on the couch and slip my heels off my feet.
There goes my night, my mood, and my vibes. Fuck him. Had he always been like this? I'm going to take off my makeup, take a hot bath, slap on a face mask, and watch a movie.
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"I lied..I'm not out of this relationship, I'm in. I'm so in it's humiliating because here I am, begging..."
HE BETTER FUCKING CHOOSE MEREDITH OR I'LL LOSE MY SHIT.
"Okay, here it is. Your choice, it's simple. Her or me. And I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you. In a really really big pretend-to-like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window."
THIS HURTS. FUCK HERE COMES THE WATERWORKS.
I felt my eyelids getting heavier and heavier. I put the sleep timer on for my TV that way I don't leave it running all night.
"So pick me, choose me, love me." The last words I heard as I drifted off to sleep.
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