BAD BREAKUP
My heart ached at the sudden news. TMZ was currently showing Asa and Hailee very snuggly. Asa had his arm around her shoulders in a protective way, the way he did to me when we first started dating.
It was hard to see Asa cheat on me. I trusted him with all my might. I understood he hadn't seen his old work partner in years, but it still hurt. I thought it was just a reunion, nothing more. On the other hand, that reunion meant more to Asa. I always had this feeling he liked her.
And as he came home that evening I was ready to go off on him. He had betrayed my trust and our relationship. He had broken my trust and heart.
He came in smiling like a fool. Obviously he would, he just met with his life long crush. He walked over to me and hugged me tightly. I didn't hug back, but since he was too caught up in his emotions he didn't notice and simply said, "I had a great day."
"Yeah, I'm sure you did." I replied blankly and he finally noticed.
He furrowed his eyes in confusion and frowned a bit, "What's wrong?"
I rolled my eyes and let out an irritated sigh, "I don't know, you tell me?"
I had yelled in his face the anger rushing up my body like lightning. I couldn't help, but feeling angry and upset.
"What are you talking about?!" He yelled in my face as well. He had never done such thing and I knew he had changed, completely.
"What do you think I'm talking about you jerk ! Hailee, does that ring a fucking bell?!" I yelled back and walked away to the kitchen.
He came after me stomping, "What the hell are you talking about?! It was a goddamn reunion of the cast! My god! You're such a jealous freak!"
I turned sharply on my heels and looked at him with teary eyes. How could he? He had never disrespected me and all of a sudden, after 3 hours of hanging out with that Hailee, he does. And that's exactly what I told him.
"You know what? If you don't trust me then fine! I'm not going to sit around and beg and apologize for something I didn't do! Once you see that you're wrong, hopefully it's not late." He said and walked out the kitchen and next the door.
I started crying uncontrollably . He had given up on me so easily and it hurt. I spent days, weeks, even years without seeing him just to make this whole thing work. Now, when I get jealous, he gets angry and acts like the victim.
I walked outside after him and stopped him before he got into his car. It was sunny out and kids were playing outside and I knew this would cause a scene, but I didn't care.
I yanked his hand and turned him around for him to see me, "Fine! You know, it sucks because I spent YEARS, fucking YEARS for this whole thing to work out. Do you know how many days I spent crying while you were out there acting and making movies? How many things I sacrificed for YOU, for US. And now, just for a simple jealousy you think IM the freak? How many times have you gotten jealous? How many things have YOU sacrificed for ME? None, asa, none. So stop acting like I made a huge mistake because I didn't. You're, you were, my boyfriend and I can't stand seeing you flirting with another girl! And it's fine because I'll move on because you, Asa Farr Butterfield, don't deserve me. I'm not going to hang around and apologize when I was the one who tried to make us work. I hope you have a great day."
And as I talked and walked away I heard him sob softly and I had tears streaming down my face. I didn't want to admit it, but I wanted him. Sometimes things aren't meant to be and Asa, Asa and I, weren't.
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