requested by: Crazy_Wild_Princess
CHEATING
i sat in the living room with my head in my hands. a few, stray tears rolled down my cheeks as i contemplated wether i wanted to confront asa about what i had seen or leave it untouched. it was 11pm in england, the lights in our apartment completely off, my mind tracing back to the picture i had seen on twitter.
- a couple of hours earlier -
"are you sure you don't want to come with me?" asa asked as he wrapped his arms around my waist. he rocked us back and forth slightly as i smiled up at him.
i then put my hands on his face and nodded, "i have some work to do. but you go out and have fun."
he nodded as he kissed me, i smiled into the kiss as he wrapped his arms tighter around my waist. i then pulled away and stared into his blue eyes, he took this to pull away, "stay safe."
he nodded and pecked my lips quickly while grabbing his jacket from the couch and walking out.
- present time -
i jumped a little when i heard the door to our apartment open. i turned around to look at asa turning on the lamp beside him.
he quickly noticed me and smiled softly. he walked over to me and sat down beside me, placing his head on my lap. i felt like just kissing him and telling him that i loved him, but at the same time i wanted to yell at him for acting so innocent after what he had done.
"asa?" i said as he turned to look at me. my eyes were glossy, which made him reach over to touch my cheek and wipe away a tear that i didn't know had fallen.
"are you okay?" he asked. his voice laced with concern.
i reaches for my phone and unlocked it, the picture still on my screen. i showed him the picture as he stared at it, gulping.
"w-what is this?" i asked, my voice breaking. i then stood up and waited for a response like "it wasn't me." but nothing came out of his mouth.
"asa..." i said once again, making him turn his attention towards me. he let a few years fall as he placed his head in his hands, "i-im sorry."
i looked at him as i began to sob uncontrollably, "how could you?"
he looked at me, with sorrow in his eyes, "i don't know. i-i.. i don't know. im sorry."
i shook my head as i walked into our bedroom. i sat on the bed crying as asa did the same in the living room.
around an hour later he walked into the bedroom. i turned to look at him and even though he had just cheated on me, i couldn't help but think that he was just so perfect.
he walked over to me and sat down, i looked at him with tears still falling, "i know you'll never forgive me, but look im sorry. i-i love you so much y/n. you've made me a better person and you've made me the happiest person alive and i-i.. ruined all of that."
i took his hand as he turned to look at me, his eyes red from crying so much. i sniffed and put my other hand on his cheek, "i love you to asa... but you should've thought about all of that before you went on to kiss that girl." he nodded his head as he pressed his cheek in my hand, "i forgive you."
his eyes seem to sparkle with joy as he hugged me tightly. he then broke the hug when he saw that i didn't hug him back. our faces were inches apart and i kissed him. the kiss went on for much longer than i had intended. i broke the kiss and stood up, "but i can't be with someone who cheats on me.. no matter how much they say that they love me."
he nodded, accepting the fact that i was doing what was best for both of us. i grabbed a backpack as i packed a few things into it. i didn't know where i was going, but i couldn't be here any longer.
i walked out of the apartment without saying another word to asa. being with him since we were 17, made this way harder. i was sure that he was the love of my life, the person that i was going to grow old with. it seemed dumb to leave such a beautiful relationship because of one mistake, but i couldn't stay with someone who i could no longer trust.
- a few years later -
i walked into the coffee place where i used to go everyday to with asa during high school. i was happily single, living on my own in england while accomplishing many things.
though, sometimes i did feel lonely. no longer being able to cuddle up into someone at night was definitely upsetting. i felt a huge emptiness in my heart after i had parted ways with asa. last time i heard, he was doing amazing in hollywood, which made me happy.
i ordered the usual as i went to go sit down at a table near the back. i took out my phone as i began to scroll through twitter.
"hey." i heard someone say. i turned to look at the man that i once loved with every piece in me. he looked down at me as i smiled. i could feel my heart flutter as i saw him standing there with a smile on his face.
"asa" i said softly as i stood up and hugged him tightly.
hey guys! so im (kind of?) back from the dead. i have kind of gotten into writing a bit more and so i decided to continue this book of imagines a little bit more. this doesn't mean that im going to be writing imagines everyday or every week, but i will be once in a while. this is from a request from a long time ago, so sorry for the wait. ill start to write the requests that i had in the "requests" chapter.
i hope you guys enjoyed this and if you have any requests then please feel free to dm me or comment it.
alright thank you for reading and also, of course, for 20k reads! it is truly an honor to have so many of you like my imagines. especially since my writing is super bad haha.
i love you guys!
- coconutsuns
