Can You Relate??

Tired....

What are you supposed to do when you get tired of pretending.... When you can't pretend anymore.... You're tired of pretending that you're ok but you're really not....tired of pretending that your world isn't crashing down.... Tired of pretending that you're not dying on the inside.... Tired of pretending that you're not broken.... But in reality you go home everyday and when you're alone you cry your eyes out....you wait for everyone to fall asleep so that they can't hear you fall apart....it's not like they would care anyways....and when you look back on old memories you try not to fall apart but its killing you on the inside....when people ask you if you're ok you lie to them and smile and say that you're fine but really you're not but you don't tell them because they don't really care anyways....why would they....what are you suppose to do when you feel like you're tired of being here....kinda tired of living....but you don't do anything about it because you hope it gets better....you hope that people will actually care about you one day....you hope that one day you'll mean something to the world....but what are you gonna do when that hope runs out??