Can You Relate??

Thankful for you

I'm laying here in bed listening to the rain fall on the roof and wondering if you think about me as much as I think about you.... Probably not I mean why would you want to think about someone like me. Yesterday one of your friends texted me and tools me that I was ugly and that I should kill myself, I don't know why I let it get to me but it did....when you called me I was crying my eyes out. You asked what's wrong and I told you what happened but I also told you that I didn't know to who texted that to me....I asked you if you regretted falling in love with me and you said no I wouldn't want anyone else in the world but you why would you even ask me that?? I didn't answer but then I asked you if you could only love one person for the rest of your life who would it be and you said well right now you but when we have a kid it would be you and that kid or kids....but bc some of your friends hate me you cut them out of your life bc they hate me....I don't want you to loose your friends because of me, its sweet that you care about me that much but you don't deserve that....yesterday your best friend texted me and told me that he liked me.... I told him that he needed to back off because I love you and that he wasn't gonna get between me and you....but what if he tries to break us up by telling you that it was the other way around.... I hope that if he does do that, that you'll come to me first because you known that I can never lie to you and that I would never do that to you baby because I love you to death...he is your best friend and I don't understand how he could turn on you like that but I'm not gonna tell you because I don't want you to loose your best friend.... Today I lay in bed and thought about all this stuff and baby I just want to let you know that when I picture myself happy, its with you....when I see my future, your the main character.... When I think about my life I realized that I would be nothing without you....without you I wouldn't be who I m today.... Without you I probably wouldn't be alive right now.... You have helped me through so much and you're my best friend, my soul mate, my other half, my one and only, my world, my everything....without you there would be no me....I'm thankful to have you in my life and I just hope you know how much you mean to me!!