Misunderstood [Phan] (COMPLETED)

Chapter: 6

Phil then picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist, he brought me over to his bed and pushed me down

Phil got off me and began to go through his bedside cabinet. I bit my lip, looking at how hot Phil looked, especially half naked. Phil pulled out a condom and I smiled as soon as I saw it

He pulled off his underwear and while he did that I took my pants and underwear off as well

Once all of our clothes were off, Phil slipped on the condom over his erection then crawled onto the bed and steadily pushed his member inside me

I exhaled sharply, it hurt a lot considering this was my first time. Phil leaned down and kissed me before asking something

"You ready?"

I nodded quickly but I felt anxious

Phil bit his lip before starting to move. He was so big, it was painful but he felt so good. Each thrust hit me like a wave of pleasure, hitting my prostate every time

I moaned loudly but then quickly covered my mouth, not wanting Phil's mum to hear me and interrupt us again. I breathed heavily as I felt my climax coming soon

"I-I'm c-clo-se" I stuttered in between thrusts

Phil took that as his cue to go faster, he grabbed onto my hips and fucked me what felt like as hard as he could go

The pleasure was too intense, I shortly came and so did Phil. We laid there for a while, panting. Phil kissed me again then got up and put on a new change of clothes

After he changed he continued to rummage through his drawers

"What are you doing?" I asked

"Looking for a change of clothes for you" he said before taking out a black shirt then looking in another drawer

"Oh, no, you don't have to do that.." I said, not wanting to be a bother

"No, it's really no problem" he said

"I can also replace your bandage if you'd like" Phil added

"Really?" I asked, not believing how generous he was being

"Of course, we have plenty anyway"

I smiled

Phil then came towards me holding a shirt, a pair of black skinny jeans and a clean pair of underwear. I thanked him as I took the clothes then put them on

Once they were on, Phil laughed quietly

"They're a bit big for me" I laughed back

"You look cute though"

I blushed

"Let's go change your bandage, yeah?" Phil suggested

"Okay" I smiled

We both headed downstairs

"Hey mum, where are the bandages?" Phil asked, walking up to his mother

"Second drawer in the first bathroom, why?" She asked

Phil looked back at me, my eyes widened

"Um, Dan burnt his arm and the doctor said he needs to replace his bandage every few hours" Phil lied

His mum nodded. Phil walked away and I followed him into the bathroom. He turned around to face me after he grabbed the bandage

"Let's go change it upstairs" he said quietly

I nodded. We walked back into his room upstairs and sat on his bed. I pulled up my sleeve and Phil took off my old bandage. He looked at my arm for a while before putting on the new bandage

"You know how stupid that is, right?" Phil said

"What?" I questioned

"Cutting yourself. I know it's not helping you. It may seem like your only coping mechanism but in the long run it doesn't work"

I looked down dejectedly

"Hey. I'm not saying you're stupid, I'm saying self-harm is. Harming yourself more just makes you more unstable, because it makes you feel like you're different and it just puts more stress in your life trying to hide it" Phil then finished putting the bandage on and kissed me

"I'm not going to tell you to stop because I know that won't help but please, just think about what you're doing and who you're hurting" he added

My eyes started to water. Phil was right, but I don't know what else I can do

I don't want to go see a shrink and I don't want my mum to know, she'll hate me. I hugged Phil and he tightly hugged me back

"I want you to sleep over, is that okay?" Phil asked

"I'll ask my mum" I smiled sadly then took my phone out and called my mum

I walked out of Phil's room

"I'll be right back" I told Phil, he nodded back at me

My mum finally answered

"Oh hey mum, can I please sleep over Phil's house tonight?" I asked

"But you have school tomorrow" she said

"Yeah I know, I have a spare change of clothes and I have my school bag with me"

"Hmm... fine, but after school tomorrow you come straight home"

I laughed "okay, thank you"

"I love you" she said

"Love you too" I ended the call then droopily walked back into Phil's room

"What happened?" Phil asked in a concerned tone

"My m-mum, sh-she... said yes!" I laughed

Phil laughed back before putting his hands on my face and tongue kissing me. Phil's ends the kiss and smiles

"What do you wanna do?" He asks me

"Can we go for a walk?"

He nods and grabs my hand. We walk downstairs

"Mum, we're going for a walk to the park!" He calls out

"Okay, don't be too long!"