Fight no more

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Sorry for the wrong grammar and typos.

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Naglalakad ako ngayon papunta sa room ko ng... lahat ng studyante nadaraanan ko ay tinitignan ako na para bagang may mali sa akin. I'm in my proper uniform naman. I also have my I.D. may dumi ba ako sa mukha? Hala! Mukha ba akong haggard! Letse naman kasi si Hiro di ako pinatulog. Ngdire-diretso na lamang ako sa paglalakad papunta sa room ko at binaliwa sila. Pagdating ko sa room namin ay wala yung mga classmate ko. Mag titime na pero wala pa sila. Pagpasok ko may nakita akong nakasulat sa white board. "Proceed to the Gymnasium". Hala! anong meron at kailangan pumunta sa Gym. Kinuha ko na agad ang bag ko at pumunta na sa gym. Pagpasok ko sa gym. Nakita ko yung mga classmate ko. May hawak hawak silang bulaklak. Hindi pa naman February para may mag celebrate na couple. Wait hindi lang classmate ko even yung mga iba't ibang department. Ano bang meron? Wala namang program kasi kung meron ako dapat ang unang makaaalam because I am the SSC President. Habang naglalakad ako papalapit sa kanila one of my classmates gave me a tulip and it's my favorite. Naguguluhan ako sa nangyayari ngayon? Why are they giving me tulips? in every tulips mayroong nakalagay na letter. I read the first one

"You are the source of my joy, the center of my world and the whole of my heart." Geesh! Why so lame.The handwriting is very familiar to me. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko ng marealize ko na sulat ito ni Hiro. It's Hiro's handwriting. Gosh! Bakit ngayon ko lang na realize na si Hiro ang may pakana ng mga 'to. After I read the first letter. I read the Second letter.

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride" Why so sweet Hiro? I badly want to hug him right now. Hinanap siya ng mga mata ko pero bakit ganon? Wala siya. While I'm searching for his presence my bestfriend Lala gave the last flower And the last letter. I think.

"I don't love you for your looks, or your clothes, or for your fancy car, but because you sing a song only I can hear. Sitti Frayna."

I can't explain what i feel. Hindi ko na napigilan umiyak because of this. Sobra siyang nageffort para sa akin. I thought it's already done but I was wrong. The man I love is there, standing there while holding another tulips. It's red and white tulips. Habang naglalakad siya biglang may nagplay na song. And there, I saw his friends. Tommy and Austin playing the guitar and Jano the one who is singing.

Still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss, it's gettin' better, baby
No one can better this...
Still holdin' on, you're still the one.
First time our eyes met, same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger, wanna love you longer
You still turn the fire on...

So if you're feelin' lonely-don't
You're the only one I ever want.
I only wanna make it good
So if I love you a little more than I should...

Please forgive me
I know not what I do.
Please forgive me
I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me.
This pain I'm going through...
Please forgive me if I need you like I do.
Please believe me.
Every word I say is true...
Please forgive me
I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together.
Feels like the first touch, still gettin' closer, baby
Can't get close enough.
Still holdin' on, you're still number one.
I remember the smell of your skin,
I remember everything,
I remember all your moves
I remember you, yeah!
I remember the nights, you know I still do.

So if you're feelin' lonely-don't
You're the only one I ever want.
I only wanna make it good
So if I love you a little more than I should...

Please forgive me
I know not what I do.
Please forgive me
I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me
This pain I'm going through.
Please forgive me if I need you like I do
Oh, believe me.
Every word I say is true.
Please forgive me
I can't stop loving you.

One thing I'm sure of is the way we make love.
And one thing I depend on is for us to stay strong.
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

Please forgive me
I know not what I do.
Please forgive me
I can't stop lovin' you.
Don't deny me.
This pain I'm going through.
Please forgive me if I need you like I do.
Babe, believe me.
Every word I say is true.
Please forgive me if I can't stop loving you.
Never leave me
I don't know what I'd do.
Please forgive me
I can't stop loving you,
Can't stop loving you."

Pagkatapos ng kanta he finally reach me. Hindi ko na siya pinagsalita pa at agad na niyakap siya. Umiiyak pa rin ako hanggang ngayon. Bakit sobrang swerte ko sa kanya? I heard him saying "wait babe. Hindi pa tapos" but I don't care kung hindi pa tapos. All i need is to hug him. And cry to his shoulder! Because I really miss him. I miss him so bad. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin ko at ang kaya ko lang sabihin sa kanya ngayon ay mahal na mahal ko siya.

"I love you babe." i said.

"I love you. Sitti Frayna" he said and kiss me in my forehead.