Have you ever start to wonder and ask, what had happen to me? Have you entered a room and wondered, will he be here? Have you already felt the eagerness you couldn't possibly explain? Have you already tried talking to yourself when all things end up in a way you never wanted? Have you ever promised yourself to not do things stupid but ends up in that way? Have you ever asked yourself, why is this all happening now to you? Have you ever liked someone, even when you're still dating someone else? Have you ever heard him say He really loves her while he holds your hand? Have you heard him call you his baby, when he's another's bae? Have you ever felt his eagerness towards you? Have you already told him who you like? Have you been hurt this bad?
Cause there will be this point in your life where you'll start to wonder. With everything that has been happening. That you'll blame yourself with such stuff you didn't do intentionally. That all you ever wanted was answers to your questions, that only him could answer. When you try to ask others, you wouldn't be satisfied. Until it'll be his voice you hear, it'll be his answer you'll listen to. It'll be a fulfilment to your soul, that you could feel nothing else but a desire satisfaction to yourself.
Yet here you lay, tried to question what's right and what's not. Yet here you are wondering, why hasn't that answers arrived? I mean where did those answers went? Who deserve it? When you know you wanted those answers too... You wonder, don't you deserve those too?
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Excerpt from A Book He'll Never Know It Exists
Poetryhere I scribe the words I couldn't tell, for I am coward and tongue tied when I am faced to you. this I write when I feel and missed your love longing and lingering every time my heart beats. To G, who keeps me going and making my works beautiful. D...
