It's obvious...isn't it? That I want you. That I crave for you. There are times that I wasn't aware of your presence being gone, I look back and noticed it, then I here myself sigh. Asking where did you go? I'd be lonely for awhile 'til you come back. Then a smile will be hid from my lips just to not let you know I'm happy seeing you again, even when it only lasted for a minute. There are times where I caught you looking at me but instead of me smirking at you, it's the other way around, because for something you caught me stealing a glance at you. Nonetheless I miss the way you stare at me. There are times where you randomly call my name sometimes I don't look back, cause I just want you to do it repeatedly. There's just something in your voice that makes me so special. Secretly making my heart jump. There are times that all I wanted you to do is hold my hand, caress it the way you used to, and tell me how warm my hold gives you, because I can let you hold me whenever you feel cold. There are times I could stare at your lips and I would unconsciously mute you down just to think how good it would be to feel those with mine. There are times that I feel knee weakened and all I want to do is to rest my legs against yours, not just I feel comfortable but also I feel so relaxed. There are times that I long for your tight embrace, especially when I feel so down, mad or irritated to somebody else, for you could calm me down and make me feel so secured in times of these, you have this powers to wash these emotions away as if to tell me it's alright even without your words to speak.
These times usually happen always. The more I look at you, the more I long. Cause everything you do is all I craved for.
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Excerpt from A Book He'll Never Know It Exists
Poetryhere I scribe the words I couldn't tell, for I am coward and tongue tied when I am faced to you. this I write when I feel and missed your love longing and lingering every time my heart beats. To G, who keeps me going and making my works beautiful. D...
