My Only Weakness Is YOU

Missing old families Chap.10

HAIVENNE'sPOV

"Wake up!!" I hear Perrie's voice.

I open my eyes and rub them.

I see Perrie,Elounor,Nirelle,Mae and the other girls standing there.

"What?" I ask.

"We're leaving..see you tomorrow okay?" Perrie said in her cutest voice.

"Yeah, bye.. See you tomorrow." I say standing up and hughing them.

When they leave i could see Jamie and Kirsten crossing their arms and glaring at me.

"What?" I ask sitting on the couch.

"You said that you wouldn't want to waste time with your family since you're going to college.. And now all you do is sleep, eat, watch movies with your soon to be FRIENDS" kirsten said going down with Jamie.

"Sorry guys.. But i'm tired.." I say going upstairs and taking a nap.

~~DREAM~~

"Daddy!" I hear a girl's voice.

I look at my sorroundings.

Our house.

Our old house..

But who was the girl? Why am i here?

I was in our living room.

I see me.. When i was 7 .. Going dowstairs and sitting down the couch.

I look at me.

Wow.

I looked so happy. With my true dad.

I see dad go to the living room.

"Daddy!!" My little me screamed and hugged daddy.

"Can we go to the carnival?" Little me asked.

"Sure,my heaven. I just have to go call your mom." Dad said and went upstairs.

"Yeay!!" Little me screamed up and down*cue the saddest song you know. Or try,When the Darkness Comes by Colbie Caillat*

I start to cry. I sit down the couch.

I was so happy but turned out to be the most saddest girl.

Why do i have to live this kind of life?

Why can't i just live like other teenagers that have normal lives.

That his or her family lives happily.

Normally.

I know, i lived happily once.

ONCE only.

And i bet it will never ever happen again.

Little me turned to my direction.

"Hi!" Little me shouted.

Can she see me?!

"Hi" i smiled weakly.

"Me and daddy are going to the carnival! Would you like to join?!" Little me asked excitedly.

I nodded.. Tears still streaming down my cheeks.

"It'll be fun!!" Little me said holding my hand.

I smiled my best.

I kneeled down to her size.

"Are you happy?" I asked little me.

"As happy as ever!" She answered.

I can't help but hug my little self.

I hugged my self tight.

I just want to touch myself again.. My happy and normal self again.

I hug her tight even more.

But then.

All disappeared.

It all became white.

~~~~~~~~~~~END OF DREAM~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I wake up with lots of tears streaming down my face.

It all reminded me of my dad.

The way he hugged me.

Kissed my cheeks.

Tell me sweet things.

And everyother father would do.

But Nicholas would never do that.

Only to Jacob and Macey. My step brother and sister.

I missed my dad.

The dad i would always want.

And that's my Daddy Daniel.

He risked his whole life for me and mom.

I love him more than anything.

Everyday i would always wish when i was stolen from him, that he would find me. He would find us.

He would save us and live normally again.

All of the best moments with my dad came playing in my head.

Like, when we went to the park.

It was winter and mom and dad went skiing. Mom held my hand and we all went skiing.

When we reached the top hill.

I pictured mom and dad and all of us.

Then one time, when we went to a free pictorial for families.

I dress in a pink dress and pink sandals dad was simple and mom too.

We all had copies of it. Mine just got lost.

I had no idea i was sobbing.

Sobbing and sobbing until the pain goes away of my heart.

Then a knock comes on the door.

I don't want to answer it.

I did not want anyone bothering me right now.

Then i could hear the door open.

I put my head to my knees.

I can't take it anymore.

I miss my real dad.

"Honey. What happened?" I hear mom go near and rub my back.

I shake my head.

"Honey i---" i cut her off.

"I miss Dad.. I miss him,mom." I say through sobs.

"Heaven..pl----" again i cut her off.

"Mom!! Why can't you see that he worked for us too!!! Nicholas just sat there!!! He never did anything! Why can't you see that Dad made me happy?!? And Nicholas never did?!?!?!?!?" I say angrily.

"Your Dad made me happy too! But i couldn't escape Nicholas! I can't get through him! I just let him sit there! I don't wanna say that he should work! Cause when i do, she just murders me! He hurts me! And that's just because i told him to work! What more if i tell him i hate being here and we're going home?!?!" Mom says .. She was crying now.

"I'm sorry.. I just got carried away..cause .. I miss him. And .. I just had dream about him" i confess.

Mom wiped away my tears.

"Dinner's ready.." Mom said smiling weakly.

"I won't eat.. I'll pass for now" i say. Closing my eepyes and into a deep slumber.