My Only Weakness Is YOU

Here we go again chap.13

"Shit shit shit shit shit" i mumble as i sat on the staircase.

I facepalmed my self.

How can i be stupid?!!

She's my bestfriend!

"Heaven?" I hear a voice say.

I turned around to see Louis.

I smiled weakly.

"Hey." He said calmly while sitting next to me.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"I.. Nothing.." I say.

"Haivenne.. Please tell me." He said.

I saw Perrie walking to us.

"Perrie" i stand up and look at her.

Louis stood up too and Perrie just passed by us.

I run to perrie while calling her name out.

"Perrie! Please! Let me explain!" I sream out.

She just ignored me and kept walking.

"Perrie!" I called again.

She stops her tracks.

"Please" i say softly bowing my head.

I see her feet turn around and i look back at her.

She had a hard expression on her face as she slapped me.

"How dare you?! I thought you were my friend?!" She said, tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Perrie! I didn't know that you two were together! The first time i saw him, it hit me!. I can't control my self while talking to him! Then i accidentally said i love him! I just can't lie to my self anymore Perrie!" I spat.

She looked at me with a hard expression even though she was soft as a pillow.

She looks away and run.

I sit down in the middle of the hallway.

It was quiet. Of coure, it was dismissal time.

Everyone's home.

I cry and cry until all the pain is gone.

The guilt,the sadness, the betrayal.. Everything.

I hug my knees.

I thought she was the betraying person her.

But i was.

I betrayed her. And it was the 2nd day of college.

I hear footsteps go near me.

"Heaven.. Are you alright?" I hear Louis ask with worry all over his british voice.

I shook my head as a sign of no.

"C'mon.. Let's get you home." He said before picking me up bridal style and down the stairs to outside.

I hug his neck.

Tears were still streaming down my cheeks.

We went to the parking lot and went into his car.

He entered to the driver's seat.

He then looks at me.

"You okay?" He asks.

I wipe on tear near my neck.

I just nod.

He starts driving.

"Bradford right?" He asks.

"Yeah" i say softly.

He turns a left.

"What street?" He asked.

"Sunshine street #122 (made it up:])" i say softly again.

I look at the towel full of blood on my wrist.

He then stops the car.

I look at the window and see our dear big house. It had a lot of light sorrounding it's path ways.

He looks at me again.

"Your mom will see that, you know." He chuckled.

I smile.

I open the door.

"Thanks Louis" i say before going outside.

I fix my bag on my right shoulder.

I wipe my tears and put my hair in a high ponytail.

It was curly/wavy.

I put my snapback inside my bag and hide my hand/wrist on my pocket.

I was about to open the door but someone screamed.

I look at my neighbor.

I look at the porch to see......