Killing me softly (BoyxBoy) (Sangbum)

Chapter 4

"S-Sangwoo.." Yoon blinked a couple of times and looked up into the other male's eyes. They didn't hold the usual tensity and it was replaced with a gentle stare.

Biting the side of his lip, the ravenette averted his eyes, unsure of what to think of this. Sangwoo hadn't hurt him in at least a week, but Yoon was still hesitant with this kind of thing.

Did it finally mean that he was accepting him again?

The older male wasn't sure, but he didn't think he had any other choice in the matter. He didn't want to risk the other getting upset with him. After all, there was nothing wrong with what he was doing. This was what Yoon had wanted all along.

Swallowing nervously, he wrapped his arms around Sangwoo's neck and leaned up, placing a kiss on his lips.

Feeling cold hands on his stomach, he gasped and his back arched a bit. "Y-you're hands are cold..." "Ah, sorry..." "It's okay." He smiled up at the other male and it was a genuine smile. He had to fake so many smiles, but this time it wasn't fake at all.

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"A-ah..." Yoon panted and his eyes turned glossy as he looked down, watching Sangwoo rub both of their members together. It felt amazing and the older male's back arched, as he moaned loudly.

He called out the other's name and squeezed his eyes shut. Feeling something soft at the side of his cheek, Yoon opened his eyes and his face flushed a dark pink.

Sangwoo had kissed his cheek. Yoon felt his heart swell and he felt tears start to slide down the side of his face. All of this was so overwhelming and he didn't care that it was confusing anymore. All that mattered was that this was happening right now. Whether it was something that happened all the time or not didn't matter.

There was no way that he could let Sangwoo go. Not when they had little moments like this still. It carved out a little bit of hope in the male's heart and that was all he needed to stay.

Yoon seen Sangwoo frown and he shook his head, reaching up and wiping away his own tears. "Everything is okay, I just got a rush of emotions all of a sudden..." He laughed nervously and then averted his eyes, unsure of what to say.

"I don't like it when you cry..." Yoon looked up at the other and nodded. "I know." He did. To a certain extent he did understand that.

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Throwing his head back, Yoon moaned loudly and panted heavily, feeling his climax about to reach it's peak. He tried to hold it, since Sangwoo still hadn't reached his.

The older male had already reached his limit once and Sangwoo had yet to even release.

"Can I try?" "Huh?" "I wanna try again. I might be better now." Sangwoo sighed and then rolled his eyes. "We both know that you suck at blowing, Yoon." "I wanna try!" He frowned and sat back on his legs. "C'mon, please Sangwoo?" "Fine, go ahead."

Yoon smiled and watched the other male sit back on the futon. Crawling up to him, he bent down and latched his mouth onto the other's member.

He started off with sucking a bit, but then rolled his tongue over the tip. Hearing a noise from Sangwoo, he started to get giddy. Was he finally doing it right?

Slurping noises could be heard as Yoon sucked on the other male's member and he slid his tongue up and down, rolling it over the tip.

Yoon felt it swell, getting even bigger and he ignored his gagging reflex. His goal was to make the other male feel just as good as he did. It had never gotten big in his mouth before, so he was doing something right this time.

Coughing a bit, he felt Sangwoo's hand on his head. "Faster, Yoon..." He sounded out of breath and Yoon was starting to get much more confidence in what he was doing.

He rolled his tongue over Sangwoo's member a few more times and started to hum, sending vibrations up his member. Yoon heard the other groan and he soon tasted what must have been pre-cum. He didn't like the taste of it, but he forced himself to swallow all of it.

"That's enough..." Feeling Sangwoo's hand pull on his hair gently, Yoon took the risk and ignored it, continuing to hum.

He sucked even harder on his member and soon enough, Yoon felt a warm liquid fill his mouth. This taste was incredibly bitter and he fought the urge to spit it out. Forcing himself to swallow it all, he pulled away and looked down at the floor.

Hearing panting noises from the other male, Yoon glanced up, looking up at Sangwoo.

His face was flushed and his eyes were a glossy color. Seeing the other in such a state, it made Yoon oddly happy. He did it. He was finally able to please him.

"I did it!" He laughed and sat back on the futon, feeling incredibly accomplished. It might have been something small, but it meant everything to him. After all this time, he was finally able to pleasure the person that he had loved for so long.

"Yeah, you did it, Yoon. Good job." He flinched when he was grabbed, but instead of being hit, a heated kiss was planted on his lips. "Mmm..." Yoon leaned forward and backed both of them against the wall. He wrapped his arms around Sangwoo's neck and kissed him back.

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I'm so sorry that it's two days late!

I think it is ;----;
I tried to put it on last night, but the site was undergoing maintenance -_-
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I hope you enjoy this chapter!
It took me forever to finally be able to write this chapter, like most of you know, if you read my previous author's note.
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The next chapter is when things start to get dramatic.

I have yet to write chapter five, because I'm kinda stuck on something.
I want to keep it as real and accurate as possible, like Koogi-sensei herself has.

I Feel a lot of pressure, considering that I'm writing something like this, but I feel confident in doing so, since my fanfiction has over 1k views. Thank you so much and I hope you will continue to read my story ^___^