Depression isn't always crying your mascara off in the shower and playing sad songs in bed. Sometimes it's not wanting to talk to anyone for days and other times it's desperately needing to be around people. Sometimes depression is having no appetite even though you haven't eaten anything since yesterday and sometimes it's eating everything you have in the fridge. Depression isn't your boyfriend holding you and telling you it's going to be okay. It's sitting across the table, not eating, having him ask you what's wrong and knowing that you're ruining his night because you can't seem to snap out of it and just be happy. It's the frustrating feeling of wanting to enjoy something and just be f***ing normal for once. It's keeping things a secret from the people you love because don't want them to look at you like you're broken. No, depression isn't beautiful black and white images. Depression is lonely and frustrating and mostly just f***ing exhausting.
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The Side We Can't See
PoetryThis book is about depression, cutting, suicide, and feeling alone if you do not like those things or are sensitive to those subjects DON'T read! ****TRIGGER WARNING**** It might be a little to dark or "emo" for you but I am sorry I need to get t...
