I hate anxiety more than anything. Having anxiety makes it harder to do everything.
I find myself not being able to talk to anyone anymore because I'm so afraid that they won't say hi back or they'll say something rude to me.
When I hear the saying "take chances" I always wish I could. I wish I could take a step forward and take a chance. But I just cant.
When something restricts you from doing what you want to do, it really sucks. You feel like you're stuck in a spider web and it's impossible to get out. The enemy is coming closer and closer to you and there's just no escape.
Eventually you'll have to fight. Working past something like that is extremely difficult, just like depression.
I just wish anxiety didn't exist. I always get horrible marks on presentations in class because I don't talk loud enough, and then I just feel so weak. I feel so hopeless, like I can never be fixed.
But I know there's a light at the end of the tunnel, there always is. It'll always get better, no matter what. I just have to tell myself that over and over again, no matter how hard things get.
Life has so many struggles, but life won't put you through more than you can handle.
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