Falling For Forbidden

Part 7

I honestly don't know what do right now, I am in bed with Damon hugging me while I put my hands on his face; I looked at his perfect features; I mean how can someone look so beautiful, I looked at his amazingly-spiked brown hair, as I could see his thick perfect brows, He was an image of perfection, I kissed him.
But I quickly pulled away, I can't do this, when I die , he will break, and I am not mean to make that happen. I stared at the seiling. It was 4am, I don't know if I should tell him or not but atleast I know that I will die happy, knowing that someone actually loves me. Damon. My love will be all alone when I am gone, It will be a miracle if I got saved, I hope.
I coughed making him wake up.
"I am sorry my love, go to sleep."
He smiled and kissed me.
As he hugged me closer.
Damon's pov
I am thankfull for everything, I have Cara which is probably the love of my life, she is so perfect..
But I still notice something wrong with her, I don't know what is actually wrong, but I have to find out, I have been finding bloody tissues in all the trashes. Like spits. Is she sick?
Cara's pov
Today was work , Damon was in the shower while I wore my outfit. It was getting pretty cold in here so I wore my thick grey coat.
"Ah I see you have finished."
"Yeah." He hugged me.
"I wish we could stay like this forever." I wish....
"Yeah."
We reached the building and I went in my office, Ughhh I had so so much to do today, I don't know when my shift will end.
By 12am I finished everything, it was getting pretty late, I knocked at Damon's offie.
"In."
"Babe I finished."
"Okay Let's go."
He grabbed my hand and we went home. I went in the shower, I was feeling pretty disgusting. While I was in the shower I felt dizzy, I coughed to see a huge amount of blood on my hands, I quickly washed it away as I saw the bloody tub, I looked at my self in the mirror, since I had Lukemia , my ribs were pretty obvious , although I am trying to hide it by wearing thick clothes. I don't actually know if Damon noticed anythig but I hope not.
Damon's pov
I decided to go to the hospital , I wanted to check if Cara had any record there.
"I would like to know if a woman named Cara Juveneau was here."
The lady sighed with sadness as if hurt from my words.
She looked at me and started talking.
"Sir, one afternoon, an old man came claiming that he found her fainted on a bench, we instantly put her in a bed and checeked on her," she paused for a moment. "By our analysis we found that she is diagnosed with Lukemia, the surgery that can save her life costs 12.000 dollars, she couldn't afford such an amount so we told her that we couldn't do anything, we estimated 18 weeks for her to live.I am sorry."
I let a tear escape my eye, my beloved is dying and she hasn't told me, I will pay for her surgery.
I came home to find her bloody hands covering her mouth.
I cried again.
"Cara."
"Damon I am sorry, but I am dying, when I am gone , know that I will love you forever, and I will be watching you from up the skies, remember that you were the love of my life, I have never felt more passion towards someone, you showed me love, you saved me and I love you......"
She closed her eyes.
No this can't be happening.
"Cara please baby wake up, don't leave me."