3 months later march 5 of 2018
"Chloe baby please come out please. Jack and Z are doing so well and Liya misses you and so do I. Youve missed christmas and new years"
"Ethan why me"
"Its ok baby everything is better now"
"I'm the worst mother and wife ever. Just divorce me and take the kids. I'm worthless"
"Dont say that princess"
"Why do you love me when all I do is doubt you"
"Because you are the light of my life. You are my strength, my weakness I need you"
"I love you to ETH"
I hold her to my chest and she hugs back for the first time. We sit in silence for a while. Soon I hear little snores escaping her mouth. She fell asleep on me. I smile to my self and lay her back. I decide to set up a surprise.
"Aaliya come here please"
Aaliya comes out her room
"Yes daddy"
"Go lay in the bed with mommy but be very quiet"
"Ok"
I pick up jack and Z and take them to the room.
I turn on a movie and wait for the chloe to wake up.
1 hour later
"Mommy mommy your awake"
"Hi sweetie"
"Hey babe the kids wanted to surprise you"
"All my babies" she picks up the twins.
I knew I had a reason to stay"
"Mommy I love you" Aaliya lays on my legs
"I love you to. How about we get... Ice cream!"
"Yay"
"Go put your shoes on"
Ethan picks her up and puts her on the floor and she runs off.
"See your in a better mood already"
"I love my kids"
"Ok pay me dust"
"I love you to baby" I kiss him on the cheek. "Come on let's get ready"
I place the twins in the middle of the bed and go to the closet. I find an outfit and head to the bathroom.
I see every last scar and mark. Ethan comes behind me "your still beautiful with each and every scar"
"Thanks ETH. I'm getting better don't worry""Daddy can I have blue and pink"
"Sure thing"
"Zach wants green.. Yucky".
"He can have green"
We get the kids their ice cream and find a seat in the nearby park. Aaliya wanted zach to come so we picked him up.
"Aaliya dont get no ice cream on that dress"
She runs off ignoring me.
"I swear she gets her hard head from you" I say to Ethan
"But she gets that attitude from you".
"Oh whatever"
"Im glad your back princess. I missed you"
"Me to"."Mommy theres dirt on my dress"
I stand up
"Please don't hit me" she steps back
"I would never hit you sweetie"
"My old mommy used to when I did something bad"
"Well I am your mother and I would never hit you"
Aaliya smiles and runs off with zach.
"You think they are going to be best friends forever" I look to ethan
"Let's hope they stay that way"Zach's p.o.v
"Aaliya your pretty"
She giggles.
"Your nice zach"
"Will you be my girl fwiend"
She smiles and shakes her head yes. She takes my hand and run to Mr and Mrs Dolan.
"Mommy daddy Zach just asked me to be his girl fwiend. We date"
"Aww how sweet. Let's get you two home"
Her dad picks her up piggy back and I hold onto the strollers. I like this familyWe drop Zach off and then take the kids home.
"Baby go get dressed up we're going out"
"Ok""You ready baby girl"
"Yea"
Ethan takes me to this new fancy restaurant outside of town. We eat and talk.
"I'm so glad I have my princess back"
"I'm glad to be back"
"You know I've never had a chance to make real love for you. Its been eating me up. Your this amazing girl who is in my life but I've never really made love to you. I'm sorry for that. I want to make it up to you tonight"
"Its ok Ethan I know you love me"
"I want to make it up to you though"We drive to a hotel near the restaurant and go upstairs to a room. Its like ethan had this all planned. I walk in and the lights are off. The room is surrounded by candles and the floor covered in rose petals.
"Ethan"
"For you baby"
"I dont know what to say"
"Go lay down and let me take Care of you"
I go to the bed and lay down. Ethan removes his shirt and crawls in between my legs. He runs his hand up and down my thigh sending feels through my body. He slowly removes the dress down my body Till I'm left in my underwear and bra. I cover myself as I don't want ethan seeing my scars.
"Dont hide baby. Your beautiful"
He kisses all the bruises and scars and marks. Softly. He finds his way back up to lips and they connect. I feel the same spark I did the first time we kissed and our wedding day. He moves his way down my stomach and across my heat.
"Ethan the last time I had sex was when I was raped please go slow"
"Shhhh relax"
He removes my underwear leaving me bare. Soon my exposed core is filled with his tongue swirling and exploring me. I arch my back as the pleasure fills My body. I try to scoot away relieving the growing pleasure. Ethan pulls me back.
"Let daddy pleasure you"
I find my way to his hair pulling softly and let out moans. He eats me out slow. Soon my high comes and I release. He lines up with me and thrust in slow. It hurt because this is my first time having sex in months.
He intertwines our fingers and connects our lips. His thrust slow and passionate now not painful. We moan against each others faces as his dick fills me and my walls surround him. We keep this up until Ethan reaches his high and cums in me. I switch our position so I'm now riding him. I lean forward moving up and down as his dick pleasures me with each movement. He groans and let's out grunts as our bodies connect in a way they have never before. I kiss him again and our tongues battle for dominance. My third high comes and I release onto his dick. I finish and then slide off and lay next to him.
"I love you chloe"
"I've never felt that way before Ethan.it was something more than lust it was passion it was love it was amazing"
"I'm glad I was able to make you feel that way"
"Oh Ethan I missed your touch. What he did to me was. I start crying. It was awful. I wanted you. I needed you to hold me and tell me ITS ok but you weren't there. I was so scared." I say now shaking in his arms.
"I got you princess don't worry. Shhhhh I'm right here"
I calm down and we take a quick shower then lay back down. I fall asleep as soon as I lay back down.I get a nightmare. I fear that they come back and I'm trapped alone. I see them hurting my kids and ethan happily along with adrian laughing at my pain. I lift Ethan's arm up and lay on his chest. I entangle my legs in his and I shake. Without a sound ethan holds me tighter and tighter. I felt safe as long as I was in his arms. His heat transferring onto my body.
I was in love. I was at home.1 year later
"Aaliya go pick up those toys ".
"Yes mommy"
"Ethan go get the twins dinner is almost ready"
"Sure thing babe"
We gather at the table and begin eating. Gray and angel came over.
"We have a big surprise" angel says
"Ok"
"I'm pregnant".
"Omg finally congratulations!".
"Thanks boo. Weve been trying for a while and it finally happened".
"Yo I'm happy for you man"
"Thanks bro"
We eat dinner and laugh and joke. I stare at my surrounding with a smile.
"Babe why you smiling so hard"
"This is why I stayed."This is the end finally omg it has been a rollercoaster. Sorry the end is dry but I didnt know how else to end it. I was going to let chloe die but I couldn't do it. I hope you enjoyed this book I have a new one coming out soon. I love you
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Fanficshe taught me how to love again. she is the mother of my children. I refuse to give up on her. sequel to addicted lessons