One Direction - For Better or For Worse

Chapter 3 Addyson's POV

" WHY LORD? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN? WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THIS "

I scream in the quiet of my dorm. It's been one week since Kylee has left us. My beautiful Kylee, the only one who befriended me when I moved here. One of the most talented, intelligent, and beautiful girls you will ever meet. She always was laughing, whether she was teaching me how to dance or tease hair, i didn't care, i just know that she was always happy! But now she is GONE. Completly gone. No matter how hard I try I will never get her back. All because of one stupid drunk driver! "

I swear if I ever come into contact with that guy I will give him a piece of my mind and he's going to wish he never was born!" I quietly promise myself.

"I will never pick up a drink... I won't waste my life, especially if it means I have the possibilty of taking somebody's else's along with me. I won't let it happen..."

I can't seem to stop crying. I know Kylee would never want me to be acting like this but I just can't help it. The pain is too much to bare. I feel like I'm being crushed by this pain. I can't seem to get away from it! If only there was something, ONE THING that I could do to rid this feeling...

I decided to go to the park and go for a run. Running always seems to clear my head somehow. So I changed into my shorts and a random t-shirt and grab my car keys.

As I get into my car I have to hold back all my fear, I just realized I haven't driven since the accident. I'm too scared. I tell myself. But I decided to talk myself back into it convincing myself I need to conquor this. I say a little prayer before finally starting the car.

After two miles I decided to take a short water break. I found a bench near a water fountain and decided to sit down. "Ugh why isn't this working! I can't get her off of my mind!" I quietly mumble to myself. For some reason I feel as if everybody is watching me today, I don't know if it's just because I'm paranoid or what but I can feel the stares. Slowly I start to replay the accident in my head. Slamming of the breaks, the screeching halt, lights flashing, than the pain... I put my head in my hands and start to cry. I just can' t take this. I never should have come out in public yet. I should've known I couldnt handle it! Why must I be so stupid?!

Suddenly I felt I hand on back. In shock I sit up and smack the owner. Then I saw the face, that beautiful face, with blonde hair, blue eyes, and slightly crooked teeth. A face that I would recognize anywhere! " O my gosh! I'm so sorry! You scared me!" "It's quite alright darling. I just saw you over here by yourself and I wanted to make sure you're ok..." " Ya I'm fine." I lie wiping a tear from my eyes. I'm honestly trying not to flip out. Niall Horan of One Direction is trying to comfort me! "I don't believe you. Here come with me" he stands up and reaches for my hand. I look up and smile "Alright"....