Theo's POV;
I sat next to Y/n's hospital bed with her cold hand in mine. She's been seriously ill for the past few months and it's worrying, everyone keeps telling me that she won't last any longer but of course I have hope that she will although deep down I know they're right I just don't want to believe it.
"You'll be okay Y/N you're gonna fight this okay? You can't leave me I need you in my life. What am I gonna do if you go..You're my life baby." I croaked with tears in my eyes. "My first love" (*cough Scallison cough*) I continued.
I continued to talk for awhile before the rest of the pack came in with sad smiles. I didn't have the energy to return any smile I just continued sobbing. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I turned my head to the side to see Liam.
"You okay?" I only nodded looking back at my beautiful girlfriend. She looked so pale, her hands were cold and I knew. I knew she was dying. I have a feeling she won't last the rest of the night and I was right.
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Y/N died at exactly 10pm. I can still hear the painful beep from her monitor and the heart broken look on Melissa's face. I can picture everyone crying and memories of Y/N popped into my head.
The expression on her face when I asked her out. Our first date. Our first kiss. And last of all the sight of her in the hospital. I can still hear my last words to her.
"Sleep tight beautiful. I love you"
Tears flooded my eyes as I sat in my room. Pain running through my chest. I've never felt so alone. She was my anchor on a full moon how am I suppose to cope now? I guess memories will help?
I spent the next 3 months being alone and depressed in my bedroom, I couldn't help the pack with anything, my mind just can't focus on anything. I know Scott understands but I feel like I've let them down.
I know I'll get over this heartache soon, well I'll try too I can't exactly forget her completely. I led down closing my eyes forcing myself to sleep. This will be the first time in months that I've slept.
"I need you Y/n more than anything..please come back" I whispered wiping my eyes before letting out a shaky sigh and falling asleep imagining that she was in my arms right now.
