Him and Her

Grave dirt

I am trying 

To think up 

A wonderful way 

To explain us 

And not sound stupid 

Or insane 

At the same time.

I just want to hold your hand 

Or curl into your chest 

I want to hear your heartbeat

And feel  your breath 

Agent my cheek 

I want to have my first kiss

And I want it to be soon 

Because I can barely resist you 

Right now

I just want you to make 

A move 

But you are the only thing standing still 

Or am I just spinning 

Spinning 

Spinning 

Like we were 

Kids agen 

Who ever could spin the 

Logest 

Without falling over 

Or getting sick 

Was the winner.

That's how my life 

Feels right now 

Im spinning

My eyes are open 

I can see you 

I orient myself off 

You 

Not too close

Not to far

Don't go left 

Or you will fall of the cliff of 

sanity 

But if you go right 

The mountains 

Are so tall

And I 

Am so tired

My head is on fire 

 But my legs follow 

The pattern

Just spin

Like a dance 

Keep your mind off 

Him

Off them 

Off everything 

I am lost in the movements

My mind is  a blur

I didn't realize 

I fell over 

My back is on the ground

Im six feet under 

And they are starting to bury me alive 

But the only thing I  see is 

The sky 

The sky is so blue

That's not the sky  

Those are your eyes 

Your hand brushes mine 

As you help me up 

Im shaking and I 

Try to stand 

But 

All I really want is to 

Fall into your arms 

For you to hold me 

And just stay like that forever.