BB |Joji X Reader

"I Don't Wanna Die"

Y/N P.O.V.
Jesus Christ! Of course Max had to yell at me then Joji yelled which made him angry obviously, and fucking stressed. I tried stopping Joji's seizure by singing to him and saying poems but it didn't help. I think it was because Max was there. Wait that makes no sense I doubt it! While he was having his seizure I told Max to call the ambulance and he did right away. While Max was on the phone I heard Joji try to say something but he couldn't. A tear came down my eyes. "God Joji please be okay" I whispered. More tears started coming from my eyes. After 5 minutes his seizure stopped and Joji was in the ambulance. Max and I were in the car following the ambulance to the hospital. "Goddamit Max! Why did you have to yell for!? This wouldn't have never happened if you didn't yell at me! You fucking asshole!" I said angry focusing on the road. "I'm sorry I didn't know he was gonna come upstairs!" Max yelled back. "Yeah whatever..." I mumbled a tear coming down from my eye. "Also I can tell he really loves you because he had a seizure for 5 minutes which is not normal for him at all." Max said looking at me but quickly looked away. "Yeah no duh..." I said just looking at the road drying my tears. A couple of minutes we were at the hospital. Max and I are sitting in the waiting room for like about a half and hour. "I'm starting to get worried. I'll be right back." I said to Max. He nodded. I walked up to the lady at the front desk. "Hey do you know what's taking so long?" I asked the lady. "For who again?" She asked. I sighed annoyed. "Joji Miller. He's 24 in room 108." I said giving her a bit of a look. "Oh sorry about that... umm he's in a black out right now so..." she said looking at her computer then back at me. "No! He can't be in a black out for more than 30 minutes! He has to be awake!" I yelled at the lady. Everybody looked at me and Max ran over to where I was. "Relax." He whispered. I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms standing by him. "Hey sorry ma'm but did any of his nurses or doctors just check up on him? Because I'm sure a black out isn't for more than 20 minutes." Max asked all calm. How is he calm about this!? "I'm not sure I'll check right now." She said getting the phone and calling his doctor. "Yes... ok... yeah I'll inform them!" She smiled. "Ok so he's up! He is ready for his visit." She said smiling. "Ok thanks!" I said to the lady. Max smiled and nodded at the lady. We walked to Joji's door and opened the door to the room. He had all this medical stuff on him with a machine next to him. "Joji!" I yelled happy tears coming from my eyes. I ran over to his bed. He looked a bit confused seeing me. Max ran over to him. "Max can you please leave Joji and I alone..." I said still looking at Joji. "Uhh... ok" he said confused and left. "God Joji I love you so much! How are you feeling?" I asked him. He just stood still looking at me. I heard someone walk in. It was the doctor. She looked like she was in her mid 30's. She had shoulder length wavy brunette hair with green and a hint of brown eyes. "Hello I'm Dr.Dada." She said smiling shaking my hand. I smiled. "Hey can you please tell me what's wrong with Joji? He's not responding to my question. I'm confused. "Oh that's normal after someone has a seizure they usually don't respond right away, you would probably have to wait a couple of minutes." She said washing her hands. "Oh... Good I was worried." She stopped and smiled at me. "Well is he okay anyways?" I asked her. "Yes he is, it's just that he will have to stay in the hospital for the next two days and we have to prescribe him a new medicine that's stronger." She said. "Oh ok... Thank you Dr.Dada" I smiled. "No problem! Well I'll leave you too alone." She smiled too and walked out the door. I sighed and sat in a chair next to Joji while he was in his bed frozen and his eyes closed. I put my hand in his and a tear came down my eye. "Speak to me..." I whispered from one of his songs. "Speak to me..." I whispered again. I finally broke down crying. "I don't wanna die..." I heard him whisper. "Joji!?" I smiled and looked at him. "I tried..." He whispered. "You won't die! Your ok." I told him. "I love you too." He said smiling. He probably heard me say I love you to him before the Dr came in. "How do you feel?" I asked him. "I feel tired." He said. "Same..." I whispered.

A few days later...

You and Joji were out of Australia after Joji came out of the hospital. Joji didn't want to talk or see Max ever again. And so did you. But deep down inside you kind of wanted to see and talk to Max. You liked him a lot even though he was mean, but he does seem like a cool funny dude. "Want to play GTA?" Joji asked me. "Yeah sure! I love that game!" I said to Joji as I walked over to the couch with him. He handed me the controller and we started playing the game. When our death match ended it turns out I won. "Wow you beat my ass!" He yelled laughing. "I know!" I laughed and bragged about it to him until it was time to go to sleep. I crawled into bed with him. We cuddled. "Goodnight loser." I whispered to him. "Goodnight winner." He whispered back closing his eyes.