Everything changed when I knew I needed you (Ambreigns) *ON HIATUS*

I don't think I can live without you - 32

The five boys were now at the front, Roman was ready for his turn he did a few stretches as he stood beside Dean. Dean smiled at his man, he couldn't wait till the work out part of the day was over and him and Roman could have some alone time again. He moved close to Roman as they both finished up stretching whispering to him "See you after, Can't wait till its break time.. We can continue where we left off" This made Roman grin widely as he replied "Now your making me wanna just skip every lesson just to be with you" making Dean chuckle. Just as the Corporal told the two to begin Kevin rushed his way to the front, he pushed his way though the boys and even pushed in front of Dean.

Dean stepped a side as he said in a harsh tone "Owens... What the hell..? Whats your problem..?" Roman looked over at Kevin glaring at him, Kevin looked at Dean like he had done nothing wrong "What..? I wanna get this over and done with!" Dean went to talk but the Corporal cut in as he walked over looking very unamused he said lowly "What is going on?" Kevin replied "I dunno I am ready to go.. So can we start?" Dean huffed it seemed as if Kevin would never stop pestering him, he shook his head and sighed he didn't want to fight with Kevin right now so he let him go ahead of him. He wanted to go the course along side Roman but he didn't want to deal with fighting, Roman looked over at Dean sadly "Its fine Dean.. Some people can't help but be assholes.. Its in his nature" giving Kevin a displeased look, Roman in reply got an angry look back from him. Dean chuckled as he replied "Yeah.. Can't be helped I guess" Roman looked back at him giving him a quick wink making Dean smirk happily.

Kevin shouted "shut up! can we start already..?" the Corporal raised his voice louder "All of you shut up.. And focus.." He shook his head getting annoyed at their behaviour, he blew his whistle signalling them to start. Roman took off as he heard the whistle, he had a quick pace going as he went under and over objects. The course was pretty difficult but he would do it, he knew he could as others already had completed it. He completely forgot about Kevin and how he was doing the course the same time as he was, he approached a large apparatus made up of logs it was really high up that he had to climb. This is when he remembered Kevin was there, he looked over at him as they paused at the bottom.

Kevin gave Roman a snarky look and said in a bitter tone "A fag like you could never complete this.." Roman glared his way shaking his head as he replied "seriously fuck you.." He ignored him and made his way quickly up the logs as Kevin also did, the two were rushing up pretty close to one another. Roman was focusing on now making it up quicker than Kevin, he hated how he always put him down and judged him bitterly. The two were now right at the top it must of been at least over 10 feet high, out of no where Roman felt an impact in his right leg, Kevin had stuck his leg out as he kicked him as he rushed up beside him.

It all happened so quickly, all Roman heard was Kevin shout "Fuck you Roman.." As he lost footing from Kevin's tripping, he scrambled quickly to grab at the logs but he failed to get a hold in time. Roman panicked as he fell from the height, he felt a hard impact and instant excruciating pain as his body hit the ground. He hit the ground so hard the wind had been completely knocked out of him, his whole body hurt. He had hit his head really hard, everything had started spinning his vision was blurred and his ears started ringing loudly. He tried to move but as he did he felt a sharp pain run up his right leg, he had never ever felt like his in his entire life. His eyes began to water with tears as the pain rushed though his entire body, In that moment Roman began to worry was this was the day that he was going to die. He heard foot steps rushing over to him or at least he thought he did, as he began to hear muffled voices his eyes drifted closed as he blacked out.

Dean stood with the twins and Seth talking as they waited for it to be their turn, he was watching Roman do the course but he was out of sight now. He looked up again as he hear a lot of commotion, he saw people start to rush over to the course. He worried hoping nothing bad had happen to Roman if something did he wouldn't know what he would do, he rushed over to where everyone else was gathering. He got to the back of the boys crowding around he tried to stand on his toes to see what was happening, he heard some one say Romans name, and instantly worry set in he pushed his way though the boys shoving to the front.

His heart felt like it stopped, his eyed widened and instantly began to tear up. He flew his hands over his mouth as he saw what was now in front of him, Roman was there on the ground not moving. He rushed over as quick as he could tears were now streaming down his face, Seth was close behind he saw Roman and his eyes began to brim with tears as all the color drained from his face. Seth saw how upset Dean was, he walked over a little but as he got closer his legs refused to move. Dean knelt next to Roman he was not moving in anyway he was completely passed out. "Roman!! No!" he said in a panicked tone, he took Romans hand in his and squeezed it in his "Roman please... Please be ok... You can't leave me..! Why.. Why you!.. Why now..! Please wake up" as he looked up and looked over his body he saw how his leg was at an angle and it was severely broken and he was losing blood. He couldn't help the tears from streaming out of his eyes "Roman, please be ok.. Please.. I don't think I can live without you anymore.." He leaned down placing his head on his chest softly, he heard his heart beating which made him feel a little bit relieved Roman was so still it made him worry for the worst.

Suddenly Jimmy and Jey were beside him, the two were severely shocked the knelt down besides Dean unsure what they should do stressing out.  Jimmy said out loud "Shit.. Roman.. No... Come on.. Why do this to me..." Jey spoke "No No...!!! Hey.. Lets not touch him we don't wanna make it worse.. Fuck His leg is broken man!! He better be ok.." His voice was pained.  The Corporal was now there he pushed though the boys "Everyone out of the way" he saw Roman and was taken a back, the boys apart from Dean, Seth and the twins all moved away he spoke again "You four stay close to him, everyone else go shower and go to next lesson! I'll go and call an ambulance, No body move him" he rushed off towards the large school building. The other boys all left, After Kevin saw Roman fell he rushed off he only wanted to slow him down not trip him like that.

Dean took Romans left hand cupping it in his, rubbing his fingers softly over his palm. His heart felt like it was completely shattered, be felt dead inside he wanted this to all be fake. His eyes stung from the never ending falling tears, it hurt so much seeing his Roman lying there motionless like this. Jimmy and Jey both rubbed Deans back as they tried to comfort him a little, Jimmy saying softly "He will be ok Dean, He has to be.. Its Roman we are talking about here!" Jey said after "He has better be ok man.. He had better" Dean didn't take his eyes off of Roman he just wanted him to open his eyes and look at him, he had no idea what would happen now his mind had thoughts rushing around so fast he couldn't think straight. He knew Roman would go to hospital, but what would that mean for him? Would he never see him again?! This couldn't be happening. He whispered "I need you Roman... Please wake up for me!" He begged. Seth still stood there he was unable to move or speak, he was shaking he was so worried for Roman he had to be ok he said to himself. Dean leaned down and placed a gentle kiss to Romans lips "I love you so much" he said quietly.

General Helmsley and the corporal rushed over to them, Hunter leaned down he places his hand on Deans back seeing how upset he was he spoke softly "Hey boys, accidents happen, I am not too sure how it happened, but I am sure he will be ok". The ambulance pulled in finally, the workers got out and walked over to Roman with a stretcher. Dean didn't want to let go of Romans hand as he thought when he did he may never get to hold it again, he was completely distraught how could things get any worse. Jimmy placed his hand on Deans shoulder "Come on Dean lets get out of their way" as he spoke and Dean could hear the hurt still very present in his voice. He held his hand tightly not wanting Roman to be taken away from him, his eyes still having non stopping tears. He couldn't be without him, not now, he needed Roman in his life and by his side. How could he cope being here without him, he made it bearable and he loved him more than anything. He said quietly though a sob "Your the best thing that ever happened to me" he slowly let go of his hand and reluctantly stepped away as the paramedics approached.

He watched as they moved the love of his life carefully and put a neck brace on him, put him slowly on the stretcher and wheeled him away towards the ambulance. He followed close by as they pushed the stretcher into the vehicle, one of the workers stayed in the back with Roman while the other closed the back doors. He felt like he would never see Roman again, and thought that he would forever be missing him. As the ambulance pulled away he whispered "I love you Roman, and I always will" his heart hurt so much he had never ever felt this way, he stood there with the others looking up the road till the ambulance was out of sight.

AN- I'm So so sorry :'(