Everything changed when I knew I needed you (Ambreigns) *ON HIATUS*

I need you - 11

Dean watched as he left, he didn't stop him he felt bad for him he didn't know what to say. He walked back to where Roman had been with the twins. He felt weird inside, full of annoyance that Roman had not told him he had made out with Seth in the shower that morning. Roman looked up as he saw Dean walking back without Seth he went to stand up as Dean approached, Roman walked up to him and Dean grabbed him by the arm pulling him away so they could talk.

the twins looked at them confused Jey said to Jimmy "Seems Roman is in trouble" Jimmy smirked at his brother. Roman saw the look Dean had on his face he was worried, he had guessed what the two had been talking about and he felt bad. He felt bad about Seth and felt worse that Dean may not like him as he never told him he had kissed Seth and he knew Seth would of told him. Roman looked at Dean his expression was clearly not a happy one it was more upset. Dean stared at him wanting Roman to talk.

Roman felt his heart racing in his chest he really couldn't let Dean think he was a guy who messed around he definitely was not intending to ever mess him around. "Dean... I am so sorry..." He looked at him with pleading eyes, "I am sorry I did not tell you.. That I.. Kissed Seth today.. I didn't want to tell you and make you think bad of me.." Dean looked into his eyes and saw the guilt and sadness he knew Roman felt bad about not telling him.

He was surprised he didn't have to of said anything and Roman just came right out not denying anything and said he was sorry. No one had ever been like this with him everyone had always messed him around or just cheated on him and lied, but Roman.. He was different entirely he didn't tell him as he was worried to. Roman continued "Dean.. I really hope you can forgive me... I mean, I need you.. And.." Dean cut him off and wrapped his arms around Romans neck quickly pulling him close he didn't have to plead with him or feel bad, it was ok he understood and saw how bad he had felt.

Roman wrapped his arms around Dean holding him close, Dean spoke softly "Its ok Ro, I forgive you." Roman buried his face into Deans neck, he felt so much better that Dean knew and that he forgave him. He closed his eyes taking in Deans scent his natural scent he smelt so good, he wouldn't mind always being this close to him. Dean leant his head against Romans closing his eyes also "Ro.. I want to be away from here... With you.." Roman nodded softly "I feel the same way Dean.. How am I meant to do this..?" Dean held Roman tightly "I am right here Ro.. The whole time I will be here.. Even if its not how we want it to be.." This made Roman smiled softly.

Roman knew it would be almost time for them to head to the sleeping quarters, he imagines how nice it would be to fall sleep in Deans arms. He blushed thinking of it, "I Wish I could hold you like this all night long.." Dean felt his cheeks grow warmer "Now thats something to look forward to" he smiled replying thinking how wonderful that would be. He run his hand slowly over Romans hair it felt soft under his fingers, Roman kept his eyes closed as he felt Deans fingers running over his hair it felt rather weird.

It seemed as if he would never get used to how different it felt, It didn't feel horrid just oddly different. "I miss it.." He said quietly, Dean pulled back a little he cupped Romans cheeks in his hands and gave him a small smile "I know Ro, but you know the good thing about hair..?" He stroked his cheek with his thumb as he continued "It grows back! It may take a while, but it will be long and how you want it to be again soon" Roman smiled back "You know how to make me feel better" Dean grinned at him leaning his forehead against his.

"I Can't believe this is even real and that you even want me.." Dean said softly This made Romans heart fluttering happily "Its real.. And I do want you.. I want you more than anything" He moved his hands behind Deans head and kissed him softly whispering continuing "Its like a dream being with you" Dean smiled against Romans lips happily kissing him back.

Dean frowned playfully "I am a little jealous that he saw you... You know.. Um.. Naked in the shower.. And was close to you.. Like that" Roman looked into his eyes sadly "Dean.. I.." Dean run his finger over Romans cheek "Hey.. Its ok.. I have it all to look forward too right?" that made Roman smile "Yes we have that all to look forward too I cant wait" this made Dean grinned at him happily.

The two parted knowing they had better head back to where they had left Jimmy and Jey. They walked back Dean spoke quietly "What do we do with Seth.. I Think he hates us right now.." Roman frowned "I really don't know, Just see how it goes. I feel bad.. But glad he knows about you.. and me" he gave a small smile, Dean nodded "same I dunno how he will act towards us now" he shrugged. They reached Jimmy and Jey, Roman walked to them "Hey!" The two turned seeing them they both stood up. Jimmy walked to Roman "Hey! Your back! All ok..?" Roman smiled "Yeah I think.. Things will be fine".