Everything changed when I knew I needed you (Ambreigns) *ON HIATUS*

You just don't get it! - 7

Dean stood outside not long after, the events that just happened did not bother him too much he sat there as the loud shaver traveled over his head and his hair fell on his lap he said nothing and walked out when they were done. He leaned against the wall of the wooden building he run his hand over the short bristly hair it didn't feel all that nice and he was sure he must look rather daft but he was not fussed by it. He had only today met Roman, Seth and the twins and he was more sad for them than himself.

Roman turned looking at his cousins his heart was racing he hated this he had to he strong for his cousins and for Seth "Ok.. Right.. I'm going.. You guys can do this.. If I can you can.. Right?" Jey and Jimmy nodded they would miss their hair as it was now and they had always admired Romans hair over their own it was so perfect. Jimmy gave Roman a quick hug "Your right this is just like before... Kind of.., Heck! we will be fine" Jey walked over nudging the two shaking his head "Our parents will pay" the other two laughed, Roman frowned "You can bet they will". Roman turned to look at Seth taking in the way he looked now, Seth was doing the same he looked over Roman he was beautiful he had never seen a man like him. Seth gave a weak smile "See you in a bit" he said softly, Roman ruffled his hair smiling as best he could even if inside he ached "I'll be waiting".

Roman walked forward in the line and the other three followed, Roman was now at the front he walked closed his eyes trying to calm his breathing his stomach was in knots. He loved his hair, this all felt like an awful nightmare and he just more than anything wished he could just wake up. He looked back at Jimmy, Jey and Seth gave a sideways smile before entering the next room . There was a seat in the middle of the room and there was a man standing next to it the man made a face as he saw Roman walk in the room obviously finding Romans loss amusing. Roman said nothing and just sat down no way near ready for this punishment and thats what this felt like pure punishment, and Roman still felt as if he had done nothing wrong to deserve this.

He closed his eyes his heart racing like crazy, he heard the man walk up behind him he heard scissors snipping near to his head the man had began cutting his beautiful locks from his head, his eyes automatically started to tear up. Roman wished he could magic himself away from here and be back at his home in his room but if only wishes were real. The snipping had stopped Romans head instantly felt lighter he dared to quickly open his eyes and with that he wished he hadn't, hair was all over his lap and on the floor his jaw dropped a little, he glared at the ground as the man turned on the clippers and quickly finished up the job.

Roman stood up as the man said 'All done', he looked around seeing all the hair and he felt his heart sink, he knew he would no longer be handsome he tried his hardest to be strong but this was hard to deal with. He walked out the room quickly leaving the door that lead to the outside, he tried to keep his anger inside he wanted to yell and punch something.

How could he forgive his dad for doing this to him and his cousins he had growing his hair out for over 5 years he had grown very attached to it. He walked out and and saw no one around but suddenly out of nowhere a pair of arms were wrapped around him he was startled at first but he came to realise quickly that Dean was hugging him letting him know he was there for him and it would be ok.

As Dean stood there waiting he looked up hearing the door close a little hard his eyes widened as he saw Roman walk out, he knew what to expect he thought but his hair was gone, his perfect hair. He saw the look on his face of the loss and despair, he rushed over to him and hugged him tightly hoping he wouldn't mind or punch him he felt sad for him.

Roman let Dean hug him he actually needed it right now he wouldn't expect Dean to of comforted him like this. He wrapped his arms around Dean hugging him back hearing Dean talking softly "You did good Roman". He felt a tear overflow and run down his cheek and more just kept coming. He was still angry but he had made it easier just supporting him, as Dean realised Roman was crying he held him tighter. Dean felt awful for him it was horrid seeing someone who was so strong prior to this be so distraught and low now.

They pulled apart and Dean looked at Roman he looked different but of course he did not look ugly he doubted Roman ever would. Roman was worried as Dean stared at him he worried what he thought.. "Does it look bad.." He said shyly "what am I saying? of course it does" he frowned and looked at the ground feeling defeated he rubbed the tears away, Dean placed a hand on his shoulder "Hey its not Bad.. But its not good.. I'm not gonna lie to you and say it looks great, as you looked great before" he looked away blushing realising what he said.

Roman looked up, that stung a little but he now knew what Dean thought of him a small smile spread over his face, he joked "I guess I'm not too handsome anymore?!" he leaned against the wall sliding down it to sit on the ground, Dean followed he looked over at him "I never said that!" Roman laughed softly at his reaction, Dean chuckled knowing Roman was messing with him.

Roman felt nervous with Dean studying his new look he looked at Dean and noticed the small smile on his face he couldn't help but smile back he looked over Dean he looked different with out all that hair in his face "you looked so cute with your messy hair" Roman said quietly, Dean looked up looking into his blue eyes blushing a little he replied softly "Oh.. You.. Thought it was cute..?" Roman nodded softly he noticed his hair was not around his face he reached up to feel for his locks and frowned when he didn't feel them there and what was in their place felt awful to the touch, Dean watched him as he saw the sadness in Romans eyes he placed his hand slowly on Romans free hand. Roman looked down at Deans hand on his own he did not pull his hand away he looked up at Dean and tightened his hand in his, both sitting there quietly till the others would join them.

Not long after they were joined by Jimmy and Jey, Dean and Roman stood up they quickly unlinked their hands. When they saw Roman they were stunned their cousins pretty hair was gone and that made them sad they knew how much Roman looked after his hair. Roman hugged them both trying to cheer them up a little "Best part is like last time, we can look like idiots together" which of course made the twins laugh, Jey chuckled "wow sure we look super badass now" they all laughed trying to hide the unhappiness.

Roman paced as they waited for Seth he loved Seth's hair he loved how it was two toned, he did like Seth it wasn't just random that he kissed him earlier he found him cute and attractive. He worried Seth would no longer find him attractive and what if he didn't feel the same way about him anymore. He shock his head thinking of the stupid thought, they were all in this together. He did like Dean, he liked him a lot he felt close and connected to him in some weird kind of way.

He had only meet him today but it seemed as if he had known him for a long time, and he now knew Dean liked him or did like him this whole thing was getting confusing he went to run his fingers though his hair again but once again to his despair he could no longer do that. This was horrible he slowly run his fingers over the much shorter hair and it made him want to be sick. He pulled his hand away and sat on the wall that was close by staring at the ground sighing. Dean looked up at him frowning wanting to help him but gave him space.

The door shut and they all looked up seeing Seth, he looked at them all staring his way the ordeal he had just been though was awful he wanted to cry while the clippers took away his hair he tried to be strong but now he was just angry and wanted to disappear. He eyed them they all had the same hair now no one was special and that thought in itself was bad enough, but when he got a proper look at Roman his heart was in his mouth then swallowed holding back the tears.

He has just meet and found Roman he liked how he looked he was beautiful everything was perfect, but now, now they had changed everything this stupid place where none of them wanted to be at. Roman most likely thought he was not special anymore and was ugly he was sure of it. He wanted to explode he imagined how wonderful it would of been to of meet Roman somewhere else, not here and they could of been happy.

Roman was staring straight at him looked over him he looked away, why did this have to happen he thought. They all walked over slowly they all saw how mad and distressed Seth looked. Roman felt a little shy to walk right up to Seth he felt weird about this whole thing, Dean walked up to Seth "Seth.. " he eyed over him briefly as his hair had grown out a little from the roots the hair was all brown not two toned anymore he saw the look on Seth's face he looked like he was on verge of tears and anger. Seth pushed past him and walked past them all, Roman called to him "Seth.. Wait come on we are here for you we all get that your mad" Seth stopped walking and turned to face him "You just don't get it, I need to be alone" he walked away again. Roman signed and felt his heart sink even more, he did get it.. More than anyone, he got it.