I arrive at my house. I really wish I hadn't left. I wanted to stay with cuminte_. This wasn't just some small internet crush, like the one cuminte_ has on Jacob Sartorius or Wendy's. This was my heart, my soul. My reason to live. Nothing in my life ever made me feel the way he did.
I put a pot of water on the stove. If I was going to torment myself with my own thoughts, I may as well have some mac and cheese while I do it.
What if I ruined our friendship through my feelings? What if cuminte_ didn't think of me the way I thought of him? What if.
What if.
What if.
This whole situation, it was just a series of "What ifs".
And it made the future foggy, like the window of a car on a cold day. Unclear. Completely unpredictable. I just... need time to think.
Cuminte_ POV (WHOA POV CHANGE)~~
Well, I definitely wasn't expecting to meet I/N when I spontaneously moved here for no reason. And I don't know what I was going on about with the fanfiction thing.
Well, I am questionable.
But I'm kinda disappointed that she left. I wish I'd asked her to stay - I just got flustered. I mean, who would expect suddenly moving to America and immediately meeting one of their online friends?
Your POV~~
I dump the pot of newly-made mac and cheese into a bowl and sit down to eat it. I turn on YouTube on my TV and begin watching episode 22 of Lazytown. I was concerned about the future. But if I spent all my time worrying about it, it was sure to go to shit. So for now, I'll just keep it off of my mind. There was still some time left in the day; What should I do?
I check Twitter again. Cuminte_ was tweeting again. He tweeted about our encounter. I smile and reply with pictures of Ed Sheeran (why is that the first thing I thought of when I had no idea what to write?)(Also you now understand, cuminte). He replied confused, but I told him to shut up because he'll understand later (and now you do).
I go to my room and sit at my desk. I suppose I should use this time to arrange some songs - maybe the gravity falls theme today? Sure. I'll send it to Alex Hirsch (STILL WAITING FOR YOU TO NOTICE ME ALEX HIRSCH I TWEETED IT AT YOU LIKE 2 HOURS AGO).
Wait. I just realized. He won't tweet at insane hours anymore, he has a similar sleep schedule to me and is now in a timezone that is 15 and a half hours off from his original one! IN MY TIMEZONE.
Well, that'll make things easier.
For the next few hours, I arrange the Gravity Falls theme and respond to cuminte_'s twitter shitposts with more pictures of Ed Sheeran.
~~Time-skip to like 4 pm~~
I was just playing Euro Truck Simulator 2, when my phone buzzed. I figured it was just one of cuminte_'s usual tweets. I glance over at my phone. It wasn't just a tweet... it was a DM. I open it
C- Cuminte Y- You
C- hey, you there?
Y- *picture of Ed Sheeran*
C- WHY ME
Y- because youre you
Y- so why did you dm me?
C- i was wondering - since we live so near to each other now, do you wanna go do something together? i mean you dont have to, its just a suggestion
Whoa. Yes. All of the yes. But I have to play this off cool, I don't want to seem desperate.
Y- Yeah sure - you free now? I have an idea of where to go that you MUST experience if you're going to live in New Jersey
C- sure
Oh. My. God.
Was this like a date?
No, he wouldn't think of it like a date, would he? I don't know. I message him that I'll meet him at his house.
This was really happening. I can't believe it.
I couldn't be more ecstatic.
okay so i didnt really know how to end it so thats what you get. Also i dont think I ever mentioned that this was happening in New Jersey, but it is. bc where cuminte and y/n go is native to the east coast (and its spreading around a but more). anyways 2 chapters 1 day BOOM ED SHEERAN SEE YA LATER FUCKERS
