adopted by one direction

The flat

"Love? Love?" I hear Louis voice say waking me up.

I open my eyes to find the boys eyes staring at me.

"What?" I say looking down feeling really insecure with there eyes on me and not to help it with Zayn so close to me.

"Were here!" Niall says in a happy voice coming out.

When the limos door open I see the gigantic flat waiting for me.

I get out the car with the rest of the boys followed behind.

"This is Louis and Zayn's flat where you'll be staying." Liam says.

"Wow." is all I could say as I stare open eyes with my mouth being shaped in a big 'o'. The flat was breathtaking. It was so beautiful and big.

As I go in they all lead me to my room.

"Eleanor,my girlfriend,and Danielle,Liam's girlfriend,designed it." Louis says opening the door.

The room is a clean white. It has a gigantic walk-in closet where I find it filled up with all sorts of cute clothes. Dresses,skirts,shirts,tank tops,shorts,leggings,and jeans. Itinerary the bottom are a bunch of brand new shoes.

As I walk in to the bathroom I find all sorts of type of makeup stacked on top of each other just for me. By it is a straightnee and curling wand for my hair. Ive never used that before. I guess tomorrow I should experiment.

The bed is king sized with a pink color covers. An on the night stand I find an iPhone for me.

I couldn't believe it! This was all mine. Mine! Wow. I've never had anything like this.

"Do you like it?" Niall says coming up from behind me.

"What-what I love it! Thank you so much!" I say hugging him.

I can believe my urge to. But suddenly I let go.

He smiles brightly with his white braces showing. "Great! Well we will leave you in here for a bit to adjust. The rest of the boy are going back to there flat. You will be living in this flat though with Harry an Zayn if that's all right?"

"Yeah that's fine." I say.

"Alright have fun Lucy!" he calls and closes the door behind him.

I unpack my stuff which doesnt take long considering I only have a few things.

I check the time on my new phone which reads '4:21'. A little nap won't hurt. So I lay on my bed feeling very exhausted and close my eyes. I was still so tired and before I knew it I was deep into asleep.

I wake up crying from this nightmare I had that was about my stepdad.

Someone had woken me.

"Shhhhh. Its only me." what a familiar voice.

Zayn.

His presence was to close to me. I've never felt this comfortable though. Some how he made me feel safe.

His arms were around my waist securly and his chin was on my head. He smelled of vanilla. It was breathtaking.

"What-what happened?!" I say sobbing from my tears.

"You had a bad nightmare. It's all right now. Your with me."

I close my eyes but start to feel tears again on my cheeks. Zayn presses his toned chest to my face.

"You wanna talk about it? Luce?" Zayns gentle voice makes my heart skip a beat. He called me 'Luce'.

"I don't think so." I say.

I'm shivering now, noticing that I had changed in only in a t-shirt that goes down to my midthigh.

He notices what I'm wearing as he looks down which makes my cheeks turn warm knowing that I'm blushing. Thank goodness its dark or else he would have seen my face turn tomato red.

"Umm" he clears out his throat.

"Here." he hands me his jacket he's wearing.

"No it's fi-" I start to say.

"Take it." he says handing it to me.

I slip it over my body. But before I could he touches my wrist and I wince of pain from the cuts I had. "Are you okay?" he says turning on my phone. He shines it on my wrist an before I could cover it up he sees my cuts.

Shit.

"You cut?!" he shouts.

"It doesn't matter." I say sitting up.

"It does matter! Why would you cut!" he says.

"You don't know me. You don't know what I've been threw." I say thinking back over my life.

"Who cares! Why do you hurt yourself! You shouldn't Do that Lucy." he starts to yell. He suddenly reminds me of my stepdad. I run to the corner of the room with my arms over my ears and shake like a rocking chair.

"Lucy. I'm sorry." he says coming towards me.

He scrunches his face and massages his temples.

"Lucy I didn't mean to scare you."

"It's-it's just from my reflects. I can't control it." I say.

"Please. Tell me what happened."

I felt like I could trust him but then again I had just met him today.

"No. Can I just be left alone." I say turning around.

He sighs and than slams the door behind him as he comes out of my room. I don't know what happened but some reason I wanted him to stay in my room. What am I thinking?! I'm just tired that's it. I don't have feelings for Zayn-no never.