Finn's pov
Being with Millie is one of the best things that has happened to me. I just don't feel right. Sometimes I question if I should be with her, but that's not because I don't love her. I do, I love her so much yet, I feel guilty. Kind of like I shouldn't be with her, like I should wait. Her mom is right, I don't know what's best for Mills, maybe, as awful as it sounds, maybe Kelly is right. Millie and I aren't ready.
Millie's pov
I had the best dream last night. It was about Finn and I, that's probably why it was so good.
"Millie Bobby Brown! Get over here right now!" Oh no... This isn't about yesterday, is it? Oh crap, please no!
"Yes mother?"
"Didn't I tell you to empty the dishwasher last night. Do it right now!" Whew, hallelujah.
"Oh yeah, totally forgot mom. Sorry!"
"By the way Millie, I'm so proud of you."
"For what?"
"Finn. Guys are such a distraction. They can really hurt you too. I'm so glad you listened to me. For a second, last night, I thought you two were together. I was wrong. Thank you for obeying me Millie."
"Thanks mom!" I say, trying to play it off, knowing the lies I'm telling.
Suddenly, my phone starts to vibrate, I quickly empty the rest of the dishes so I can take the call. It's Noah, one of my best friends.
I walk back to my room, close the door and pick up the phone.
"Noah! I haven't talked to you in a while! What's up?" I say excitedly.
"Nothing much, I wish I went with you guys yesterday... I heard what happened."
"Oh you did? Well um, it was great." Finn is such a great person and I love him to death but, I also love my mom, and as soon as I finished that sentence, I felt a tingle in my stomach. It's not the good type, like when I see Finn all dressed in his suit looking especially cute... No, it's a guilt feeling. I need to talk to someone about this.
"Noah, I need to talk to you. In person. Can you go to the park?"
"Yeah, 30 minutes okay?"
"Thank you so much!" I feel so guilty, so awful. I need to get this out of my system.
