Falling for the Dolan Twins

Every story has a beginning

My pov: my name is Hannah , im 16 yo , 17 mext week. I've always been that girl that never stans any celebrity, i can listen to a song for years and not care about knowing anything about the singer , but then there's that game Episode , i started playing it and suddenly i saw a new story called « Falling for the Dolan twins » and i feel like i was actually falling for them . Since then i only stan the Dolan twins . i lived alone... my parents died in a car accident when i was 14 yo
My life at my old school was the worst life any one could wish for .why did i stay alive and alone and why didn't i just die with my parents , a big part of me is missing them actually all of me , everybody was treating me as a complete loser .
How am i gonna fix that ? Why do i have to fic it anyways , why do i feel like this is all my fault ?
Do i prove they are wrong about me or do i just move on ?
I decided to move on and throw everything behind my back
but moving on wasn't as easy as it seems like cause its not just me , but my parents' death hunts me everywhere , i just can't forget it
But Here goes nothing ...