Depression

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I really act like i am happy or okay but it's not really the truth what happened to my parents is unforgettable , they meant everything to me but now they are gone ? How am i gonna live without them if i can't stand a day without them in the house ? My life gets worse and worse it's like i lost my mind and my feels
I decided to order pizza it's my favorite food and i always eat it when i am depressed , my mom used to order me pizza to cheer me up.
it's not really gonna make me forget what happened or be happy but i am just trying to convince myself that it is...
But then i thought maybe instead of ordering it i could go for some fresh air and walk my mom's pizzaria
I went to my dressing room and decided to wear something comfy , i chose my PINK black sweatpants and ADIDAS sweatshirt and NIKE sneakers , took my phone and keys and started to walk. i could barely feel my feet but i ignored that feeling anyway
I couldn't get that memory out of my mind
I kept thinking and thinking until i heard someone calling for help
The anonymous: HELP ME PLEASE !
Me : WHERE ARE YOU?
The anonymous: I AM RIGHT HERE BESIDE THE RED CAR
i ran towards the car to see who it is
I saw a guy lying on the floor with blood on his right leg , i didn't really focus on his face and i was shocked i didn't recognize them
Me : OMG what happened to you ?
The guy : please help me someone tried to steal my car and when l tried to stop him his stabbed me in my leg and ran away
Me : "what am i gonna do" give me your keys please
He gave me the keys and then i helped him get into the car . I drove to the nearest hospital and when we arrived i helped him get out of the car and then i started shouting : PLEASE HELP ME I GOT AN EMERGENCY HE IS BLEEDING
the guy started fainting
Me : No please stay with me please OMG NOOO..
A doctor started walking toward us and he shouted for help and they took the guy to the emergency room
I didn't know that guy , his face was so familiar but i was freaked as fuck
The doctor came out finally from the emergency room and then i ran toward him and asked about the guy that i don't even know his name
Me : is he okay ? Please tell me he is okay
The doctor : don't worry miss because of you he is okay he would have died if you didn't get him here as fast as possible
Me : thank god
The doctor: can you tell me what happened
Me : uhm uhm ... i actually don't know what happened i was walking and then i heard him asking for help
The doctor : what a courageous young lady . You saved his life
Me : can i check on him ?
The doctor : of course you can
I walked into the room and then i saw his face for the first time "woh he is hella hot" "thank god i saved him😋" focus Hannah the guy is not feeling well and all you think about that he is hot ? 🙄
Me : "clearing my throat"  hi.are you okay😟
The guy : actually i wasn't before i saw you but now i am okay
Me : 😳 ...
The guy : OMG your face became red like a tomato . I am sorry but that's the truth
Me : ...
The guy : so aren't you going to say anyting
Me : uhm .. Hi
The guy : "he smiled" Hi . You look so cute when you shy but you normally look cute but know you look more cute ... nvm you are cute anyway
Me : "smiled innocently" ...
The guy : at least i get to know the name of the most beautiful girl i've seen and that saved me i feel so lucky
Me : Hannah . and you?
The guy : i am Ethan .
Me : em.. Hi Ethan (omg i def know someone with that name)
Ethan : Hi Hannah . How are you ?
Me : great u?
Ethan : couldn't feel any better cause you are here
Me : em thank you me too uhm i guess
Ethan : "he smiled again" now that i know your name can i take your number
Me : ...
Ethan : i will take that as a yes , give me your number then
Me : "gave him the number"
Ethan : Oh and i think i like you
Me : i think it's late and i should go back home
"Ran when shyness all over my face"
Ethan : please wait
Me : i didn't care anyway i left because he was so sweet and hot and i couldn't handle it
Was he sent to me to change my life or what?
I forgot everything when i saw him
But i couldn't really forget my parents 😞

I walked back home and kept thinking about that guy , i had a strong feeling that i know him , the face , the voice , the name ...
i only knew one person with this name , and it was .. ETHAN FREAKING DOLAN !
I ran home and took my laptop , searched for the dolan twins on youtube , its been 4 years since i watched their videos
And that's when i ... i found out i saved Ethan Dolan's life

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