Alex's POV
Before our band was famous, there was a lot of events before All Time Low got really famous.
When I was 17 years old, I got this scars. Scars were everywere, the biggest one was on my abdomen, one was on my chest, one was on my upper leg, one little scar was on my jaw and neck.
Nobody has noticed even one person, even Jack, Zack, or Rian.
Because it was when my parents got very alcoholic.
Whatever I do, they get so mad and would use the glass pieces from their broken beverages glass.
"Fuck you, Alex! You fucking destroyed my drink!" I bumped into my dad while I was chasing our dog, Jake when he got my guitar strap.
"I'm sorry, father." since we were British, I called him "father". "It was an accident though."
"Is that a fucking accident?!" he pointed to the broken beer.
I stared at it for a few seconds and unexpectedly.
"Holy shit! Yowch!" my dad attacked my jaw and neck with a broken piece of glass.
"That is also 'not an accident'." he laughed evily.
I stroked my jaw and neck and I felt blood flowing from it. I saw my hand with my palm full of blood.
I ran upstairs to my room, I packed all of my importat things. I forgot about my guitar strap but I didn't care. My Epiphone Grey Guitar was packed with my Marshall Amplifier. With my band clothes, ballers, guitar picks. My clothes. I saw some marbles inside my closet, it was the marbles I played with my dad when I was a little kid. My eyes became full of tears and I grabbed one and threw to my window which caused it to break.
I grabbed a rope and putted down my things first outside. I didn't used the front door and just I left.
I grabbed my phone and dialed Jack.
He answered a few seconds later..
Jack: Hello?
Alex: Um.. Hey Jack.
Jack: Hey Alex! What's up?
Alex: I ran out of my house so I need a place to sleep.
Jack: Well we can rent an apartment and we'll live there!
Alex: That's a good idea, but how about your house?
Jack: My parents'? Nah, they're expecting me to go and live as an adult now, they're tired of my lazy ass.
Alex: A'right, I'm going to buy a ticket to New York.
Jack: Wait, New York?
Alex: Haha, we will live there.
Jack: Okay fine, I'll ask my parents if I can go to New York.
Alex: What the hell?
Jack: Well, I'm still a kid. Hehe.
Alex: Okay fine, I'll go rent us an apartment and when I do, I'll text you the address.
Jack: Okay, bye then.
Alex: Bye.
I hung up and went to an inn first before heading to New York.
"Get-Inn-Here," I read the name and chuckled and went inside.
"Hey, how can I help you?" the receptonist smiled.
"I would like a room for one, and just for one night please."
"Alright, that will be $10." I handed her a ten dollar bill and she gave me a key.
"Thank you for your kind service." I smiled and went to my room.
I was in room 15. The room was very small, to be honest. I letted out my luggage at a corner, and removed my shirt and my pants which my underwear is only left. Now, I saw my big scar on my abdomen, I stroked my scar and it felt painful.
Sighing, I crawled under the bed. Well at least it was comfy. I prayed to God as usual before I go to sleep. Now I may sound like a little boy from praying to god before going to bed. No, actually it helps me from my problems. God is my best friend who understands all my problems, he makes me happy.
God, help my parents from their violence. Please make sure they are safe from harm and let them realize they should pray to you also.. like how they taught me to pray when I was a little kid. Lord, please forgive what they have done to me, please forgive them.
That led me to cry.
And thank you for all the things you have given me, tomorrow will be a great day because you are there with me. Forgive my behavior and my sins, thank you. Amen.
I wiped my tears before going to sleep.
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A/N: Hi guys! I know Alex doesn't have scars. But it's a fan fic haha. I do know he suffered from Panic Attacks or whatever but it's a mental disease. Tay will appear very shortly, maybe next chapter or next next chapter :3 idk but be ready guys! :D also support me by voting or commenting good stuff, thanks a lot guys 'till next time! :)
P.S: Sorry for my bad English or low verbs, I'm not American and I'm not good at English that much so yeah bye
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Manage Me, I'm A Mess (TAYLEX)
FanfictionAlex Gaskarth left his home, scarred because of his alcoholic father's violence. Later, his band, All Time Low became popular all over the world. Hopeless found a new ambitious band, We Are The In Crowd. Alex is attracted to WATIC's lead singer, Tay...
