Johnny staying out in the lot looking at the stars, like usual. His parents were fighting again and he just didn't want to hear it. He wished his parents would stop fighting so much. While he was lost in his thoughts he didn't hear a certain dark haired boy come up to him.
"Hey there Johnny Cade." Johnny knew the voice, but it didn't stop him from jumping nearly 10 feet out of his skin. He turned to face the boy, embarrassed that he got so scared. Though, it would make sense seeing as how he was only jumped a week ago. Johnny didn't typically walk outside alone anymore and he always carried a six inch blade. He'd use it too if he thought someone was going to hurt him like they did last time.
"H-hey Pony. What're you doing here?" he asked his bestfriend, and actual crush. It wasn't a kind of crush where every time Johnny looked at him sparks flew, or every time they touched Johnny wouldn't blush and get all shy, he was already plenty shy enough. But it was a crush nonetheless and Ponyboy gave him butterflies when he smiled or laughed. Actually, Johnny was almost sure he was in love with his best friend. But he couldn't tell him that, not now, not ever. Its bad enough the Socs hated them, he didn't need the gang and Pony to hate him too, just because he likes guys instead of broads.
"I could ask you the same Johnnycakes." he paused hearing the yelling from Johnnys house, knowing full and well why he was here. "Well, Two and I were down at the Dingo earlier and the Dally and I went to the drive-in. I was gonna head home when I saw you."
Johnny just nodded as he and Ponyboy relaxed on the beaten seat, looking at the stars. He could still hear his parents yelling. Tears made their way down his face.
"I-I can't take it anymore! I think...I think I'm gonna kill myself or somethin'." he cried out and buried his face into his hands. Pony quickly wrapped his arms around his friend, who he honestly had the biggest crush on.
"No, Johnny. You can't kill yourself." Pony pleaded.
"Why? No one cares! Everyone will get along just fine without me." the dark haired boy cried, pulling himself away from his friend.
"Johnny Cade, the gang and I would not get along fine without ya'. You're like the gang pet man. You're one of us." the youngest Curtis argued. Johnny scoffed,
"If you knew what I've been hiding from y'all, you wouldn't even be so quick to touch me. I-I'm disgusting." this confused Ponyboy, what had his friend been hiding from him. Pony gave the boy a look,
"You can tell me anythin' Johnnycakes, I'm sure its nothin' to bad." he really wanted to know what shy little Johnny could be keeping secret.
"Please don't hate me Ponyboy, I-I can't help it." Johny was already pleading. "B-but...I'm g-gay." he flinched at the word, never actually saying it aloud. Pony seemed shocked, but who wouldn't, Johnny was disgusted with himself.
"Johnny, that's ok. I don't hate you," he said, pulling the sad puppy looking boy closer. "But, how do you know?"
"Well...I kinda like this guy I know, and I really shouldn't like him." Johnny explained. Knowing he's going to have to tell who it is now.
"Who?" it was a simple question, but so hard to answer right now.
"I-I um, it's um...it's y-you Pone." he felt Ponyboy shaking. Johnny thought he was just that angry. So Johnny started crying. He was scared, until Pony started laughing. Johnny was confused.
"Johnnycakes, I like you too. Man, I thought you were gonna say Dally or something." he pulled the other boy closer to him and tilted his head up so as their eyes met. Slowly he bent his head down, gently kissing him. Johnny took a second to kiss back, he was shocked. But once he did butterflies erupted in his stomach as he smiled into the kiss. Ponyboy gently rested his hand on Johnny hip and one on his cheek. Just before things got heated, they broke apart, panting.
"Shoot man, that was great." Johnny said with happiness. Pony nodded on agreement. After a bit of just enjoying each other, Ponyboy suggested going back to his place to sleep. He didn't want Johnny outside all night. They both got up and walked back, while holding hands.
"So Johnny, are you my boyfriend now?" Pony asked meekly.
"I-I guess so, if that's what you want." he replied, looking at him shyly smiling. Pony smiled a big smile and pecked Johnnys lips.
"What will Darry and Soda think?" Johnny fretted. Pony just smiled.
"Don't worry, Darry and Dally are datin'. And I'm pretty sure Sodas in love with Steve."
With that they walked to Ponys and Sodas shared. Walking right past Darry, who was flustered as him and Dally talked. Soda was at Steve's so Johnny would share a bed with Pony. When the door closed Ponyboy turned and kissed Johnny. Things got heated and soon they were half naked and Johnny was a moaning mess, trying to be quiet. Ponys hands roamed Johnnys body, playing with the button of his pants, not sure if he should continue or not.
"Pony, p-please take me." That was all the younger boy needed before he stripped both of them. Both of them were hard as Pony kissed and sucked Johnny sweet spot, making sure to mark him as his. Then he moved down to the older boys throbbing member, taking him in his mouth. Johnny lost it as his back arched up. Ponyboy held his hips down.
"Ponyboy, ohh. I'm close." Johnnys hands tangled themselves in Ponys greasy hair. As soon as he said that Pony stopped and removed himself. Johnny whimpered. Pony spit on his hand and rubbed his own memeber, lubing it up.
"This is probably going to hurt Johnnycakes, I've never done this before." Pony said, unsure. The boy beneath him muttered a 'me neither'. Pony slowly slid himself in, Johnny whimpering in pain. He almost stopped himself, but decided against it. Once he was fully sheathed Pony waited for Johnny to give the signal. He felt Johnny wiggle beneath him, letting him know to move. First he was slow. Afraid he'd hurt him.
"F-faster please." Johnny pleaded. Ponyboy complied. Johnny was a mess of moans and whimpers, until Pony hit a spot that blurred Johnnys vision and grip the sheets.
"Oh! P-Pony, right there!" he loved how Johnny cried out his name, so he hit that spot every time. Soon Johnny called out Ponyboys name, louder than he probably should have, and came. Ponyboy followed soon after, calling Johnnys name as he road out his high. He then collapsed next to his lover and grabbed his hand.
"I love you Johnnycakes." Ponyboy whispered as he cuddled up to his boyfriend.
"I-I love you too Ponyboy." Johnny replied sleepily. Soon they both fell into a deep slumber, only to be woken up by a yell.
"Ponyboy Curtis!! The beds a mess! And why in the bed, that WE share?"
"Aw, let them be Soda." Steve came in as well, causing both the young males to cover up quickly. Steve then whispered something into Sodas ear, making him smirk and pull Steve out of the room with him. Both the boys looked at each and smiled.
"Man, my ass hurts." and both of them laughed as they got dressed and headed to breakfast.
A little later:
"Dude is that a hickey?" Two-Bit asked, pointing out the large love bite on Johnnys neck. Johnny blushed as everyone laughed and Pony grabbed his hand and spoke,
"Oops."
