Metanoia | Kim Taehyung

Chapter 6 - Realization

That night I've been thinking about Taehyung being Daniel's brother. Daniel never told me anything about having a brother in Korea. Should I told him about my relationship with Daniel? I guess I should but it was in the past. Telling him won't bring any good. I should let it passed by. Hopefully, it will be better for him not knowing the truth.

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Taehyung has been in good mood lately. Bangtan boys were also amazed by him who opened up more to them. Taehyung was a playful boy, he would make funny faces and entertained us with his witty jokes. Jimin would always be his prey. Well, since Jimin's reaction was priceless. We were having small talk in a coffee shops, laughing and bickering with each other. I love being around the boys as they have so much fun. I excused myself to get a sweets with Jimin offered to follow me.

"Hey, Grace. What kind of sweets you want? I'll buy it for you." Jimin flashed his cheeky smile. Hmm.. I smell something fishy here.

"What do you want, Chim?" I'm giving him suspicious look as he seemed too nice.

"You've got me. I need your help, Grace." He scratched his neck nervously.

"It's a girl, right?"

"Yeah, daebak. How did you know?" he was amazed to my analyzing skills.

"Because I am girl, stupid. How can I help you, Mr Madly in Love?" I crossed my arms waiting for his answers. Don't tell me it.....

"Soo Ah. I want to ask her out on a date, and I really need your help."

"I knew it. You've been giving her this flirty look in the class. Woah, bro. She's good for you. Of course, I will." I highed five Jimin and nudged his shoulder. I never noticed that a pair of eyes was watching us from afar.

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Geez, why she and Jimin looked so happy. They were extra sweet towards each other. Did Jimin had a crush on her? Why did I care? We chatted until late night. Grace and I excused from other as we have the same path home. I was hesitated to ask her about before, but I can't control my feeling anymore.

"Grace, can I ask you something?"

"What?"

"Are you dating Jimin? I know I shouldn't interrupt your personals, but both of you seem sweet towards each other..."

"He likes Soo Ah. The prettiest girl in our class. He asks me to help him and Soo Ah together, that's why I'm happy for him."

"You are much prettier...."

"What did you say?"

"Ah, it's good. Jimin is lucky. They will be a good pair." I mumbled something else to cover my words. She almost heard it. It's the truth though, she was prettier.

"Jimin is so sweet. How can girls not fall in love with him?" She talked about him again. I don't know why but every time she talked about him, I felt weird. I don't like it when she talked about another guy.

"Do you, want to fall in love again?" I knew she had a tragic past but will she opened her heart again? I have been curious all day long.

"If you ask me few years back, I would say no, but now, I want to fall in love again. Find new love without forgetting the past. I was afraid to commit in love, but I still have feelings. Sometimes I felt really lonely and I want somebody to be next to me. Well, it looks like I have to find love again."

"It's not easy to find someone."

"Did you have one for me? Your friends' maybe? Namjoon? Yoongi? Hoseok? Jungkook? Jin?" She was teasing me. I wouldn't give you to those dorks. I pinched her nose really hard until she tapped my hand to release it.

"That's hurt, Taetae." She jerked at me and ran away towards upstairs.

"What? Taetae? How dare you call me that you, cheeky monster?" I shouted at her from my house.

"Hehehe, goodnight Kim Taehyung." She waved goodbye from the upstairs. I waved back and watched her getting inside the house. What a good personality she had. I never knew that a stranger can change someone world upside down. I have no reason not to be happy, and I'm living my life the way I want it. My brother once said that I'm like a butterfly.

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"You know, Tae. You are like a butterfly." He playfully ruffled my hair.

"Why I am a butterfly? I don't want to."

"Butterfly seemed weak at first as it stay in his cocoon when the others start to eat and learn, but what we doesn't realize the butterfly mature along the process and when it is ready to come out, it fly with his proud wings and colors, mesmerizing people. Just like you. "

"Nah, I like dragon more."

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Now your word seemed true. I miss you my brother. I do......

p/s : Have a nice day reading.