My Over Protective Brother

Chapter 18

Taylor's P.O.V.

Oh my god I really messed up but I just can't help it. Bella is my little sister and all I want to do is protect her from everything especially the guys at our school. Alex also told me that he apologized and that just makes me look even worse. I know I should apologize but that feels wrong even when I know it's right. I need a break and I swear I will say sorry to her but just not now. Also how in the world am I suppose to handle that Hayley situation? She hates me and if I just let her go I guess that's one less problem for me to deal with at the moment. I need to call Alex.

Yo Alex! I need help like major help.

Yeah and before you start I just need to tell you that Bella isn't really the happiest with you at the moment.

Umm yeah no shit Sherlock. That's the exact reason why I wanted your help. I wanted to ask what I can do to handle both Hayley and Bella's problems. Like I was thinking maybe I should just move on from Hayley since she hates my guts and I'm just stuck on what to do about Bells.

First off if Hayley makes you happy and a better person I think you shouldn't just give up on her like that and I promise you Bella will accept your apology if you can just leave her and Carson alone and not keep trying to tear down their relationship. Honestly I think after the hell we put her in when we were controlling her we were the ones hurting her. Let's just let her be and we can watch from the sidelines because how long are we going to keep living like this?

But that just doesn't feel right like I feel lost and vulnerable when I just give Bella up like that. And Hayley I guess can wait because my sister is more important right now.

That's the point Tay! We're suppose to let go of her it might as well be now because we can't keep her chained to us forever.

Alright thanks I'll go and like buy some candy and other sweets to help make my apology more acceptable.

Okay I'll talk to you later bye.

Bye.

I headed to the local grocery store and basically bought every single bag of Bella's favorite candy. Now that I think about it that might not be such a good idea since I might be the reason she might get diabetes. Okay Taylor just get like a bag or two. But she has so many favorites oh well! Sucks to suck Bella I just don't want to be the reason you have diabetes and cavities. I'm a good brother.

Oh god that's weird just talking to myself and I have to stop.

Knock knock

"Who is it?" Bella answered.

"Taylor." Oh shit I'm nervous why should I be nervous? Like I have candy what can go wrong?

"Are you here to apologize or here to lecture me?"

"Apologize." I stated.

"Come in." She said as she unlocked the door.

I gave her the candy first as a peace offering before starting my apology. Great she took the bait.

"Look Bella I was just trying to protect you and I know it's wrong for me to control you life like that but it's just I'm scared to lose you and see you get hurt," I took a deep breath "You're my little sister and I'm suppose to be there for you and protect you but I know I've definitely stepped over the line by not even letting you get to experience love for yourself and you deserve that and I'm so sorry I didn't realize that earlier. So do you accept my apology?" I really hope she says yes because I seriously can't lose her more than I have and it's killing me.

"Yes." She responds. She then gets up and hugs me.

I felt my shirt get wet then I realized she's crying.

"Oh my god Bella are you okay?"

"Yeah it's just what you said it's really sweet and I'm also sorry for not understanding your perspective."

I wiped her tears and hugged her back.

"Hey promise me when Carson comes over you guys won't start making out everywhere just because I said that." I stated.

"Yeah sure."

"Great."

I then left her room and headed towards Carson's because if I apologized to Bella I felt it was necessary to tell him my reasons and not exactly an apology but somewhat of one. Fine I'll admit it my ego isn't ready to take that sort of blow.

I knocked on his door and this little girl answered the door.

"Hi! My name is Ava what's yours?"

"Umm Taylor is Carson home?"

"Ava! Don't just tell people what your name is! What if they're some creepy person." A little boy said as he was coming towards Ava.

"Who are you?" The boy asked as he pushed Ava behind him. He can't be much older than her I'm guessing 10 or so.

"I'm a friend of Carson's is he home?"

"Yeah hold on a sec. Ava go get Carson."

Ava ran upstairs to where Carson was and I later heard footsteps. Carson was holding Ava and when he reached the door he put her down and sent her and their brother to go play somewhere.

"Hey Carson I know we aren't on the best of terms but just know I'm going to give your relationship with my sister a chance and if you mess up I promise that's going to be the last time you will ever be happy." I threatened.

"Okay and thank you honestly I promise you I will never try and hurt Bella and I respect her and I really hope that our relationship lasts and I thank you so much."

"Yeah no problem."

Great no more problems for now and I guess that wasn't as bad and I thought.

........

Hey! Long time no read and I'm so sorry but good news is I'm on summer break!!! That means more updates and I'm going to try my best to update more often and maybe, maybe even finish this book because I know it's been way more than a while. And it's long overdue. 
DON'T FORGET TO
-VOTE
-COMMENT
-SHARE

Much love,
Natalie