My Wolf (Wolf Series #4)

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Kylie

Everywhere I went, loved up mated couples. Right now it was sickening because my mate was here and I am mad at him.

I know I shouldn't be, but my wolf is furious. She's thinking he should've stayed near us but I'm telling her we were young, we were so young in the eyes of others.

We've been conflicted, feeling things for Troy I didn't think I'd ever feel for anyone. I knew growing up he wasn't blood but he has always treated me like he was. The pack had taken to him as soon as he arrived, treated him like he were the alpha but he always had a way with wanting to care for people.

Growing up he always had a watchful eye over me, I never understood why back then, but now I realise the bond started at a young age.

My parents didn't want me to leave for my apartment but they understood I needed to do this. I was thinking about moving into the pack house but that would have been awkward for me.

I needed to be alone, I needed to be me without depending on my parents. After all I am the baby of the family.

I changed into some sweat pants and jumper getting ready to go with my mother to her house for dinner.

I didn't ask about Troy, I already knew he hasn't been home. He's staying away to give me space, he doesn't go anywhere but consume himself with work.

Do I feel bad for making him stay away from me longer? Yes

Do I want to make it up to him? Of course I do. But I'm scared.

My whole life, I've known him as my brother and my best friend. To think of him now as my mate and lover for life sends shivers down my spine and that is what scares me most.

"I want to go to Hawaii, we need to go" I laugh on the phone to my best friend

"Angel, I don't have the time"

"Apply for leave, your dad is your boss" She says. I look at my mum knowing well she is listening. She nods her head smiling "Everyone from school has been somewhere as soon as we let out, let's go somewhere tropical, this weather is putting a damper on my mood"

It has been raining so much lately and we have been kept indoors. I still run in wolf but I'm drenched by the time I get to change into dry clothes.

I love the rain, I always have whether it's a storm outside or light drizzle, it tends to calm me. I'll watch the rain fall and the wind blow because that is how I feel on the inside most days.

My mum puts it down to my teen emotions, my wolf emotions or just growing up. I find it's because something is missing. She would smile and say it's your mate calling.

And now that he is here, I'm scared to leave these feelings alone because I know once I'm complete with Troy in my life I don't know if I'll keep wanting more.

Pulling up to the house, dad and Aiden are here. I'm a little disappointed that Troy didn't come but I haven't given him any reason to be near me just yet.

My wolf is glad he isn't here yet because she can't forgive him, she can't get over what has happened.

"Mum" I say in a soft voice

"Sweetheart, are you ok?" She asks. As we get out of the car, I don't answer her until I grab my bag and she takes my hand "What's the matter?"

"She won't forgive him mum, I understand but she doesn't" I feel a headache coming on and press my fingers to try and soothe the ache "It's hurting me so bad right now"