I say "I don't care what you think of me"
I act strong
hide my tears
put on a fake smile when I need to
act like it doesn't hurt
but I realize
It does .
and I finally cry
I really do care what you think of me
I still wonder why
your opinion should not matter
but it really does to me
"please stop" I say
I'm tired of pretending
fake smiles take too much effort
whats the point?
I let you win
but I can't help it
I can't help myself
I'm weak
I'm sorry
YOU ARE READING
Words left unsaid
RandomThis little book is my outlet. Words I never said, but wanted to. Because some thoughts are small in size, but miles in meaning.