The Shy EMO √ [COMPLETED] 18+

Chapter 23- This Is War

Wynter POV

Last night Arenda told Leland the truth about how she wasn't his aunt but his mother.   He didn't take it well at first, they argued allot for 4 hours before he hugged her and said

"I always wished you were my mom"

Then they started talking, he wasn't a bad kid and his wolf may have a "evil" name but he was protecting himself from his "Fake parents" rath.   Arenda cried for hours in guilt but it looked like they were getting along and things were going to turn out for the good, he seemed pretty bewilder when he found out his mothers mate was a baby, that came from a man but he shrugged his shoulders and went and helped Cal, Blake, my mother and a bunch of warriors for the war that seemed to be brewing underneath us.

Yeah Blake was here, he wasn't angered that I decided that his pack wasn't for me even if it was for white wolves.  He understood the need for family, and he whilingly let me trade packs as long I promised to call if i needed anything. 

Him and Ann were hitting it off, I knew she was still iffy about getting truly close to him.  But i knew her fight was slowly loosing at Blake was an amazing guy, me and Tyler well I honestly don't know.

He's always busy with the warriors and learning battle stratigies but having time for his boyfriend and twins seems to be not the biggest priority on his mine.  My wolf felt the strain whimpering for his mate every time he leaves at 1am to go to warrior training.

I was up all night feeding the twin, changing them, singing to them, being there for them and he held his son and daughter for an hour before he took off to warrior training.

  I wanted my boyfriend back.

"Hey babe I'm home!" Yelled tyler, I wasn't in the mood for talking, or this ache in my chest. He walked over to me trying to kiss me but I turned my hed and walked back to the bottle of vodka on the kitchen table.   The twins were with my mother she noticed I needed the break, she said

"Don't break wynter, tyler still loves you i hope"

But it honestly didn't feel like love.

"Hi" I said taking another large gulp of the vodka, loving the burn down my throat and the fuzzy feeling in my brain.

"Wynter what are you doing where are the twins?" Tyler said, his voice etched in worry

"With my mother" I slurred, laughing in my seat, taking another swing

"Why are you drinking like this?! What the hell is wrong with you?!" Tyler said raising his voice

"You, you are what's WRONG with me!" I yelled sluring my words in anger,

"How the HELL is this MY fault wynter!" He yelled back

"YOU'RE NEVER HOME! THE TWINS DON'T EVEN KNOW THEIR FATHER! I NEVER GET TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND, YOU LEAVE EARLY IN THE MORNING GET BACK AT 12 AT NIGHT AND DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO SPEND TIME WITH ME ANYMORE!! I FEEL MY HEART BREAKING TYLER!  I HATE IT!" I yelled tears streaming down my face, as I finished the rest of the vodka and threw the bottle against the wall.

"I'm sorry Wynter...things are just different now" He said, guilt was pouring out of his voice.

"DIFFERENT HOW!" I yelled, so much pain.

"I'm seeing somebody else, wynter"  his words made my wolf howl in sadness, I felt like my mind was somewhere else and my body wanted to disappear.

"W..ha..t?" I managed to say chocking on a sob

"His name is Kyle, I really like him...but I couldn't leave with all this going on and with Fay & Edgar it felt wrong but I don't want children WYNTER I DON'T WANT THEM! It's over wynter...I'm done!" He screamed, I started throwing things at him, plates, anything.

"GET OUT!" I screamed, my wolf felt the bond snap.  Memories flashed through my mind like a broken record.  There weren't many but enough to completely destroy my heart, I was on such a cloud I couldn't see that I didn't have the happily every after I thought I did.  Tyler was long gone after I heard the front door close and his car drive away.

Tyler didn't want me....he wanted kyle...

I felt my body give out, as my wolf took over.  I wanted blood, I wanted revenge. 

I wasn't me, but I didn't care.  Kyle did this, he ruined our family and I will kill him for it.

Kyle this is war! My wolf growled and I was off.

Hello my kitties!!! I'm sorry I just wasn't feeling their relationship anymore but I promise the story does get better.

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