My mafia man...

chapter 5: disbelief

CHAPTER 5- one too many shots

Addie's POV

I sat up probably a little bit to fast because now I feel nauseas, wait what 6 o'clock in the morning,I swear sometimes I could kill my alarm clock. I look around to see that this isn't my room, this room has creme walls and mine are hot pink and that's when everything clicked in. Wait what am I doing In this room, last night I was at the club. That's when I realised what actually happened last night the drinking,dancing then than physco guy that held a gun at me, this all makes sense I'm dead. I went to lay down and I whacked my head on the bed head, yep I'm not dead because that really hurt.

Now my head is throbbing, I decided to go look for Jesse and and see if he had any aspirin as I go to get up and change out of my dress I realise that I was now in my short shorts and my Elmo top! Someone must have changed me, dirty pervert. I walked into every room in the entire house and trust me there were a lot of rooms. I came to the last door and I could here faint sounds of Jesse's voice I went to walk faster and tripped over jet.

"Oh jet, way to make my pain worse" I grumbled towards the little dog. I was rubbing my eyes when I opened the door not even looking around.

"Jesse where are you I need aspirin my head is sore and I just..." Jesse cut me off,

"Addie you need to get out now" he was so angry as I opened my eyes to see why I saw him standing pointing a gun at a man sitting in a chair.

"I'm...ah....s-sorry" I just mumbled those few words out, when the guy sitting in the chair decided to speak up,

"Ah Jesse this must be the new wife right, when did you tell her" the guy knew he was going to die.

"Addie turn around now" Jesse didn't ask me it was more of an order.

"W-eh.......what" I tried to process everything but my brain was lagging. Next thing you know the gun goes off the mans dead body is on the floor. Jesse look at me apologetically, wait is that right Jesse looked at me like that, he was sorry?

I didn't know what to do so I ran up stairs to my bed room and tried to solve my problems, with the shower. I was in there for a good thirty minutes when I decided to get out and get dressed. I threw on my pink play suit that had white pom poms on the edge and white flip flops, that's when it hit me, the smell of bacon and ..... And .... And coffee! I was the biggest coffee lover. I followed the scents down to the kitchen I saw Jessie standing there at the bench making us coffee. The table was set for two he had made bacon and pancakes.

"What's this for" I knew he had to be up to something: poison, choking I don't know it just didn't feel right.

"It's an apology breakfast" he rubbed the back of his, he was hoping for a great reply.

"Ok let's eat" I was too hungry to think ok don't blame me. Jesse and I ate in silence until he cam and said ,

"why aren't you mad at me you just found out that we are married" he was so confused that I couldn't help but let out a silent giggle.

"After breakfast and after I have my coffee you can explain everything to me then I will decide what happens to you, ok" it's true I couldn't function without my coffee. Even when I was little I would always try drink my dad's coffee.

We finished our breakfast and cleaned up that's when we went to go and sit in the Longue room. I took a deep breathe as I sat opposite Jesse, he look just as worried as I was.

"Addie I know this is going to be hard for you to hear so I want you to ask the questions you want answers too" he held a plain expression on his face, strictly business. I nodded not knowing where start, "what do you do for a living and what did that guy mean 'wife'" I needed to know if it was the truth.

"My grandfather and your grandfather were top end business men they were undeafetable, they knew all the right people I guess a way to put it is they were a gang as my parents got married my grandfather spent more time with them and focused mainly on them. Your grandfather started receiving letters from an opposing gang starting a hate between them both. Soon enough we were in a mafia war..." I couldn't help my self I had to cut in,

"You're telling me I should believe that my grandfather, my father and best friend are all mafia! Hahahahha if your messing with me I'll kill you" I turned from laughter to death wish in a second I just couldn't believe it!

"Please Addie let me finish, once this 'war' was over our fathers fell apart after a long time they realised to stay top rank they would have to combine the two gangs, that's when they found out our mums were pregnant. When they realised you were a girl there was only one logical answer to let me run the gang but then you family would get nothing out of it, so they married us" he looked up at me to make sure I was following.

I don't know what to think should I be happy my parents have a stable job now or gutted that I can't fall in love. I mean I couldn't fall in love with the mafia how am I meant to be safe what am I suppose it think. Will Jesse keep me safe. OMG that's when it hit me once Jesse and I get to old someone else will need to take charge, a child. I'm going to forced to have a baby with someone who doesn't love me.

"Addie your awful quiet please say something" he actually looked concerned, why mafia can't have feelings no happy, no sad, no worry and especially no love.

"Why did you kill that man?" I didn't want to bring it up but he killed someone right in front of his wife, wife, what has gotten into me.

"That man works with the guy that tried to kidnap you at the club, after I saw him drag you out back I followed to make sure you would be ok but...." Did he just say what I think he said!

"YOU FOLLOWED ME TO THE CLUB! YOU DIDNT TRUST ME, AND WHEN I COME HOME YOU CHANGE ME, YOUR SICKO PERVERT!" how could he why would he do that.

"I know it was and I just wasn't sure if you were trying to run away or not, but look what would have happened if I hadn't been there you would have been dead" that still doesn't explain him dressing me, "Addie I get change you into your clothes my cousin Sivana got you dressed, I asked her to come down and she did" oh that's not too bad but I won't let home know that.

I felt tears slipping from my eyes after I processed everything and really thought it about it came to me,

"This is how I see everything we will be married: with no love, we will live together: but not talk, we will smile together: but not be happy." That's when I broke down into tears I couldn't contain them, "I'm never going to fall in love I will never have that romantic first date and I will never have my dream man" I couldn't help it, I'm getting married to someone that does not love me.

Throughout this whole week all I have seen from Jesse is business no other emotion it was like he was a robot. But as I looked up to him I saw something in his eyes, hurt. Jesse was hurt by what I said. I sighed I didn't know what to say.

"It's ok Addie I'm going to help us, we are doing this together and we are going to pull threw this. Trust me." Jesse pleaded

"Jesse you and I have known each other forever if I was going to trust anyone it would be you" I felt his hand grab mine after I realised that I let a tear slip.

"I'm going to make this up to you, we are going to do that romantic first date you wanted. Be ready in an hour and we can go out." He looked proud of his idea as he walked away, "don't forget to wear bathers"

I raced upstairs I was so excited, I ran upstairs to get ready!

Ever heard of that saying 'you will fall in love one day' well I guess I have already fallen, because I love you Jesse.