My diary

Blehh

I'm so overwhelmed with school. I just wanna drop, but I can't. Its so much work to continue. Is there anyone to take my mind off of everything going on in my life? Even someone I can have a friends with benefits deal with.

I went to a party yesterday with a guy I used to like and some friends but no one really paid any attention to me. I don't want to sound like I feel sorry for myself. I just want some fun and excitement in my life. I want to be rebellious. I don't want to be the good girl anymore I want to be someone different, someone no one expects, but everyone likes.

Maybe I can change. Maybe I can start by changing at school. I don't know exactly how but I'll figure it out soon enough. I need a change. It'll be good for me.