I just sat there in awe at what Louis had said he shut the bathroom door and walked over to me looked through the cabinets and found a first aid kit and started cleaning my cuts. I slowly looked at him still wondering if he ment it.
"Lou, no one has ever done this for me... why do you do it why are you sticking around?" i was really confused but happy and upset i didnt know what to think about it.
"Because Rebecca Zayn told me so much about you but he never told me that you cut and when i found out i wanted to know because You sounded like an amazing person. And you are even better than you sounded. You are amazing in every way. and i love you." i just looked at him i could tell he was being serious.
"Lou i dont know what to say. We just met."
"You dont have to say anything until you are ready to i just thought i would tell you cause i was ready to and i can't stand to see you hurting yourself like this."
"Thank you Lou." i said as he finished He looked at me and smiled. I couldn't help but smile back. He grabbed the blade and the rest of the razors and went downstairs. I walked out of the bathroom and to my room. Kat waved at me and i waved back not even thinking about my fresh cuts. i shut the door behind me. i knew i was in for it now.
"Becca what are those?!" she said trying to keep her voice low.
"Umm you know what they are."
"Becca you don't have to do that to yourself!"
"Look i was getting threats and hate and all this."
"Becca!!"
"Look please don't tell" i said as i grabbed the braclets out of my bag and put them on my wrist.
"i wont but i want explainations!"
"and you will get them." I half yelled pulling out my phone. i texted Louis and told him to come up to our room. He arrived in our room in about 5 minutes.
"Okay you guys are both going to get answers." i said looking them straight in the eyes i knew i had to tell them or things would just get worse and i didnt want the hate or to keep secrets so here it goes
"Louis every since the day at the mall i have been getting hate about hanging out with you guys and when i was seen with you in the music store i got threats. And a ton of hate and i didnt mind it until today when we were in the park this girl gave me a death threat and then another one walked up to me and i quote "You are such trash the fact that you get to hang out with Louis when all you are doing is leeching them all even your own brother. You are nothing but a no good whore." and that is why i was crying i got home and got on twitter and had even more hate. and i just couldn't take it anymore." i waited for them to reply louis just walked out almost crying and Kat just looked at me. i couldnt look at her so i pulled out my phone to check twitter. and i saw this.
Louis Tomlinson
Look all or you sending @rebeccamalik so much Hate stop it now the hate, the threats stop it she doesnt deserve it and i am saying this as you guys's friend please stop you don't understand.
after i seen that all i could do is smile at my phone. I walked to Louis Room and when i entered he wrapped me in a hug.
"Lou now they almost know."
"I can just say i was being a protective friend and tomorrow we are going to visit Zayn he can have visitors starting tomorrow. Everyone is going."
"Okay Lou you can't tell him Lou you promised."
"I never promised i will do what i think is best." I pulled away from the hug and looked at him he just smiled and kissed me. i pulled away from it.
"Lou i am being serious."
"i know you are, but if it is nessasary i will tell zayn."
"Okay."
"are you going to sleep in here again?" he looked at me quikly changing the subject.
"Yeah probably." i said as i walked to his bed.
"Actually i am going to bed now i need to sleep this off." i got in his bed and under his blankets and layed there. He walked ove and Cuddled up next to me. we just cuddled and then he fell asleep fast and i just could get his voice out of my head. ' i love you' he loves me? and he looked so serious.
