So Louis and I headed for the hospital. The car ride was long and boring but music helped a little bit because Louis and i were singing to almost every song on the radio even though we didnt know half of them. We arrived at the hospital. Louis and i got out and headed to Zayn's room.
"Lou?"my voice was shaking.
"What?"
"What do you think Zayn will do?"
"Well, he will be happy he is leaving the hospital. I bet he will hardley even concentrate on us and ask more about stuff that he missed." he looked at me and smiled i smiled back but the approval of my brother was really important to me because not only is he my twin but he has always been there for me.
"Well okay i hope he is happy." i looked straight foward as we walked into Zayn's room he was already up walking around packing his stuff last minute.
"Hey Bubba."
"Hey! Sis." He walked over and gave me a hug which kinda scarred me. He was way to happy for some reason.
"Lou i saw your interview." he turned to Louis still smiling.
"Okay. what did you think?"
"Well i think the interviewer was shocked."
"Why?"
"Well you said that you might love Rebecca." He emphasized might.
"And the problem."
"the might is the problem, so you aren't for sure if you do or don't. but you better not hurt her in any way." He just continued packing like he had been practicing what to say all morning.
"I wont hurt her, and the might was because we just met not long ago."
"Okay, Well sis i am proud of you!" he said as he turned towards me.
"Thank you, i am glad you are coming home we all missed you!"
"I am sure you did." he finished packing and we walked out to the car he got in the back and i sat up front with louis. The car ride seemed to go on forever and No one turned the radio on. The ride was very awkward for me i don't know about Louis and Zayn but it was very awkward. We got home and Louis got Zayn's bags. Zayn was almost running to the house like he had been aways for years. He opnened the door and...
"SURPRISE!" everyone yelled we threw him a big welcome home party. Louis and i smiled and everyone had a good time. Later that night I was getting ready to go to bed and louis had just gotten out of the shower. he walked over to me.
"I love you rebecca." he wrapped his arms around my waist i just pulled out of it and finished getting dressed.
"rebecca do you love me?"
"Lou... i can't say it i do like you a lot i mean a lot but i just don't know." i did but i was scared to admit cause of my past.
" why can't you just accept the fact that you're in love damn it!" louis shoutted angry
"Because ......love...love hurts! its painful." i started crying trying to tell him. As i revealed all my scars on my wrists and up my arms. He looked at me shocked and all the anger left his face. He walked over too me put his hand on my shoulders and talked to me in a soft voice.
"Everyone says Love hurts, but thats not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Everyone confuses these things with Love, but in reality LOVE is the only thing in this world that covers all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again! So please I'm begging you....for once accept the fact you're in love and I'm in love with you! please I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and your scars are just reminders of how strong you are! I LOVE YOU and i PROMISE i will NEVER hurt you!!" He said tearing up as he wrapped me in a hug.
